Night before last I had a bit of an episode. Luckily my dad was understanding and drove me around until it let up because there’s no way I could go home.
These thoughts were bordering on voices. Psychotic depression? But these thoughts were just “the trees are watching” and “Poison!” When I drank something. “It’s gonna blow up” At the gas station. It feels like these thoughts aren’t mine I guess. But they’re not being heard? Like a hallucination? They have a different tone of voice.
I AM a DID system but my alters don’t do that to me so I know it’s not them.
Last night it continued into a jittery anxious mess, dissociated severely, couldn’t think or speak clearly.
Thoughts? Sorry to bother anyone.