When you just don’t know what to do with yourself? I’m having a really tough time but feel like a jerk for bringing it up because it’s not as though anyone can do anything about it except give me well wishes. How many more times am I going to go through this before I just kill myself? How many? I really think I wasn’t meant to live. I wish I had more positivity to bring to this forum but in reality my life is 80-90% negative most of the time. It just gets worse the older I get. I didn’t know how good I had it when I was young.
I really wish I could sweep all your problems away but I can’t. And I know you know that too. You probably would be upset if I tried. But I really care about you. I think you have great respect for people.
Thinking about harming yourself is particularly not fun. I understand you are going through a tough time now and I know that’s one of the lower point you can go to. But where’s the fun in that?
There’s nothing wrong with asking for a hug when you need a hug. Or hair pats or well wishes or whatever else. I find more often than not, there’s not much to be done when I feel like ■■■■, but I still want people to acknowledge me and my shitty day.
I’m sorry you’re feeling like this. I hope your mood and life improve soon. The weight of wishing or waiting for life to be over is exhausting.
Can relate to how you feel Anna
It’s a struggle