It’s funny though. I’m starting to like people more lately, and even more importantly I am starting to like myself more lately. It dawned on me a week or two ago, that I was putting other people’s wants and needs ahead of my own. Which isn’t a bad thing to do unless you do it too much. But now I am thinking of what I want for myself.
Lately I’ve been looking in the mirror in the morning and not only do I like how I look, I can look myself in the eye and say to myself, "You’re a good, nice, kind person. Even though I went about half-way ballistic on a guy when I was driving home from work today. After about 6 cars in a row get on my tail I think I have a right to get a little peeved. They are big boys and big girls they know what they’re doing and they know the consequences.
They don’t know me.
Anyway, life isn’t all about getting angry and fighting and stuff, lol. My priorities are to keep my job and have fun and enjoy the beautiful Californian weather we have been having lately. On days like this when the sky is clear you can see the beautiful green mountains in the distance, clear as a bell.
Speaking of beautiful, the secratary who helps run the business of my housing is a knock-out. She’s Romainuim or Russian or something. I love fpriegn women and she has a sexy accent and she loks god in a dress. She’s prety funny too, she has a great sense of humor.
She may even be Crotian, lol. Hey, wait a minute @Sarad!! Is that you in the office, lol.
I’m just checking in folks. I’ll see you in the funny papers. Take care.
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@77nick77 You are such a kind and thoughtful person. I’m glad that you’re able to look in the mirror and direct some of your kindness and thoughtfulness back onto yourself.
Nick you are such a beautiful and caring human - it’s like you leave a piece of your soul with your words - and I’m not saying it because you mentioned me in a good way. (
I’m glad things have turned around for you. I keep wondering, Nick, are you guys getting any rain out there? I’m not seeing signs of it on the weather map.
I’m so glad you’re changing your life around for the better! This mindset you have changed to is beautiful and so are you! I went through the same thing, I used to hate people and always see the worst in them then one day I decided to love myself and along that came with it was loving others and seeing the best in them! I am so much happier like this and I’m so happy you’re going through the same transition.
PS good luck with that girl!
Crimby, I think it rained once about two or three weeks ago. Maybe twice. But other than that we have enjoyed mostly warm days with a slight breeze sometimes. I bet it’s nice at the beach. Maybe I should pack up my surfboard and hit the waves.
Nice post.