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I have to remind myself sometimes, this life is no joke

Well, sometimes it is. But there are people out there in the world who wouldn’t mind hurting me. There’s people out there who will change my life for the worse and not even care. There’s people who are just fooling around and playing games and think that causing trouble is a big joke. Whether I’m paranoid or not, this is reality. It worries me sometimes. It’s all good for me to be funny but this is my life and I take it seriously. I know that there are plenty of nice, responsible, people out there too who mean me no harm And I consider myself nice and responsible. But I’m just trying to do my own thing. I leave you alone, people, and I except you to leave me alone.

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I have to remind myself that continuously beating myself up is making me stupid. I hope I am capable of more intelligent behavior.

“But I’m just trying to do my own thing. I leave you alone, people, and I except you to leave me alone.”

Is someone on this site bothering you, @77nick77?

No, I meant in the city I live in. I live near downtown and this city has many gang members, and people who just hang out on the street and live next door to fraternities and sorieties. My sisters told me to be careful and I’m trying to but sometimes I get fed up and angry. I don’t really have a bad temper, but even I get mad sometimes. A couple of people on here have angered me but I feel like I’m treated fairly the majority of the time.

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I know that you are a good person, I hope you have a better day tomorrow and that today brightens up too

Take care Kate xxx

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You’re cool Nick, there’s always some rotten apples everywhere, but you’re a strong person I’m sure you can dismiss them if they come in contact with you!

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Thanks Minnii. That helps.

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Some of the people out there though think that my life is a joke but it sure isn’t.

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People can be nice and understanding. People can be a*sholes.

These are the as*hole type. Unfortunately they had a bad influence on my life. It’s just bad luck that I ran into them I guess.