Oh jeeze I didn’t get enough sleep and I drank a coffee for the first time in a week. It’s totally a chilly morning and I’m really strung out.
I totally want to go have a chat with the social security office to get the last of my business squared away, but it’s like death is screaming at me from all sides and I totally can’t relax…
Can’t tell if I should try to squeeze a nap in or just go tough it out. It’s so hard to be patient with the slow moving nature of the city on busy mornings… just traffic and stopping and going and relentless need for space.
Eeeek… I really want to go do this. It’s the most important meeting of the month for me!
I’m going to focus on really settling some issues. I’m going to plunge back into the full life once I move. I need a lot more resolve behind long term patience… And self control…
So gonna ride the next month smooth and easy just see what my patterns are.
That is very kind of you sir. I burnt myself out on computers the other week so I shelved all that thinking last week. Dig it back up when I’m in better circumstances to do something about it.