All I did yesterday was wash some dishes, and I need to do more than that today.
Once I get moving, which takes me a while in the morning, I plan to walk my pooch, then call my mechanic to see about getting my car in for an oil change. I really should clean my car out before I go, though; it’s embarrassing how much the trash has piled up in it. I should take a shower at some point; I didn’t take one yesterday, and it might make me feel a little better. At 4:00 I have an appointment with my nurse to get my Abilify shot.
That’s the bare minimum that I need to get done today. If I can motivate myself to go do my laundry that would be a big plus, too, since I have not done laundry for three weeks now, and it is really piling up. I should take the trash out, too. Maybe I can do some online job searching today, too, we’ll see.
Good morning freakonleash…its nearly 6.30pm here i did nothing today…as i am bedridden so no particular plan for me…just to be happy and felling safe is my long term goal .
Well, I walked the pooch, cleaned out my car, and now I’m at the mechanic, waiting for them to change the oil. So at least I’m getting that done. I’m freaking bored. I’ve been here 20 minutes and they still haven’t taken my car in. It always takes forever here. I’ll probably be here an hour.
I’m taking my first midterm at the university I just transferred to in an hour. I scheduled like three full days to study for it but did almost nothing because I had a nervous breakdown during that whole time. I’m really worried but right now I’m just trying to relax so I do better on the midterm. Only 20% of the people in this class will get an A and right now I’m not so sure I’ll be one of them. I have six hours of classes today and then I’m going to go write a 2 page paper with my partner for one of my classes. I haven’t done my laundry in three weeks either. At least I shower daily or once every other day almost always.
I’m at the clinic now, in the waiting room, about to get my shot. I plan on going over my friend’s house after this. I’m feeling all anxious right now, and I don’t know why.
I have to go meet my husband when he gets off work so we can look for a new apartment. We want to move closer to his work, but right now it takes almost 2 hours to get there. I don’t want to go.
Today I helped my mom with her housekeeping job for money. Then I went to the coffee shop and made some phone calls and do some web surfing. Then I went to a mental health education class. Then I came home and am winding down with beer and a chat with my bf online. It was an ok day I guess but not too exciting…
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peace
