I wish I could say I saved alot of lives but I really haven’t. Some people think they’re saving lives but they’re only entertaining delusions to get control over life and death situations involving others and themselves.
It’s a falsidy, and I don’t think many lives are really being saved nowadays. We can’t even trust the medical community to be sincere and have ethics anymore, we’re pretty much getting dumped on in some ways.
Wouldn’t it be nice to be treated with respect? Try saving lives and NOT being treated with respect. (Or just plain censor me and delete the truth). I don’t think the site has really helped so much I feel like I’m in the wrong crowd because everything is very liberal and whatever seems too intense gets deleted.
I’m going to try to find a new community where I can get the facts out about my military career and speak out about the war crimes that were committed during my enlistments. I don’t think I’ll ever live with myself well until the truth is put forward and published, it’s important to me.
I just don’t feel it’s working out on the site though, my profile has been retarded for months and most of the original members I knew also left for greener pastures. Maybe it’s time I did the same.
Well I’ll miss you neveragain. Hopefully you don’t leave but if you do I wish you the best and hope you get the truth out there as you see it. Just remember to always take your medication and all that.
Well, you wrote some interesting stuff and I liked reading about your life in the military. You’re a little controversial on here but that’s just the way it goes. Good luck.
You are a good man. You want to tell the truth, but at the same time one could think why? We all know already the situation that was in Iraq and Afghanistan. Even I know although I live very far from any metropolitan cities. I think this forum is very helpful for me, because I live alone in my place without any friends, but here I can communicate with people who have similar problems.
Bro, I burnt through 24k of tax free income last year with little to no savings so don’t feel bad. This is half of what the medical industrial complex would have gotten had I been locked up. There is just too much money in poor people. I have only the upmost respect for military veterans. Maybe if the United States spent the 10-15 million dollars a day it spends to kill a single ISIS terrorist on vets benefits, we would have more of a peaceful world. God bless the 22 day average who take their own lives. I can’t imagine what it’s like to be a gunner mount and come home, just a few thousand miles away, and walk through a shopping mall. I hold a Liberarian/Green party view of Americas foreign policy. I supported candidates such as Ron Paul, Gary Johnson, and Jill Stein.
You guys, I’ve really been having the book thrown at me with hallucinatory allegations and lots of tactile hallucinations of being beaten that plain hurt. I don’t know if I belong here because most of my hallucinations are being run by government officials or at least they identify themselves as. I need to find an outlet where the targeting will stop and the abuse will desist. I’ve been taking some really hard jaw and mouth hits and slaps all day and I’m wired on adrenaline, I just can’t believe this keeps happening.
I’ve gotten down on myself and you guys but what I wrote earlier rings true with every schizophrenic or targeted individual. You’re tortured by things you want to leave you alone!
It’s rough, they’re hiring former green beret and ufc fight Tim Kennedy and old army chief of staff General Eric Shinseki to come and plow my brain in half. They’ve really gotten at me especially when I started this topic. But I’ve adjusted and gotten myself fixed to go through with the suck whether I like it or not.
I hope you find whatever is needed to help you @neveragain, there is nothing stronger than the need to be heard when others try to play it off as unreal.
Don’t give up on yourself.
I do believe in you.