Just wondering if anyone else has this problem…
See I constantly feel watched. At night it’s through every window, every crack in every curtain.
Daytime it’s windows curtains and from anywhere really.
It’s much worse at night tho.
I’ve never actually been able to find evidence there are people watching me… but I constantly feel it and regularly hear the window watchers thoughts.
I hate it… never feeling safe.
Does anyone else get this?
I don’t like people walking by and looking in, so my windows are all covered up with black curtains and you can’t see in, but yeah I once threw everything electrical away in my house, including the lights thinking everything had a camera in it. Cost me a lot
I’m ok now, meds keep that away
No I don’t feel watched
I put net curtains up so people can’t see in during the day. Before that I was really worried.
It sounds to me like the symptoms of smoking crack
I smoked that once years ago. It wasn’t anything like that lmao.
My being scared of windows started when my ex was badly abusing and raping me. I was always scared he would be back. And that fear has carried on ever since via being scared of windows.
But thank you for your uncalled for rude remark. I believed this was a place safe from people like you but apparently not. So thank you for ruining this forum. <3
@GeekGirl maybe you need increase the dose of your AP but with medical supervision but please don’t use psychedelic drugs its dangerous
Oh I don’t use Rec drugs. They just destroy lives. I agree with you entirely,
I’m diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and that’s a symptom. I got lucky with my meds and after many years that feeling has pretty much gone. (Abilify 15mg).
What does your psychiatrist say? Have you told them that you still feel this way?
I’ve always had that feeling, of being watched. Partly, for me, because of having a big family, I think. And then being raised to believe that God is always watching. Now I just think there’s probably someone watching at any given time. One more thing that is filed away in my mind as a non-concern…
I’m very sorry you were abused, @GeekGirl. I was too. That one will always bother me. I think at any time that monster will show up and try to hurt me again. If he does, I’ll kill him.
I’m not currently medicated
I was put on Seroquil for a while but it was awful… after a bunch of suicide attempts on it, I stopped taking it and have been scared of meds since…
Seroquel was awful for me too. All I can do is advise you to try something else.
Have you tried Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, @GeekGirl? I highly recommend it. 
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@GeekGirl I recommend you to try ziprexa the effect it’s like a benzodiazepine and is soft no drastic side effect especially if you are off med since many months…
You have a cool livingroom. Bet it is cozy in the winter.
I like it, lots of junk LOL
Just like mine! 
sometimes I think people are looking through the cracks in the window blinds, sometimes I think there are tiny cameras in the heater vents. When I was young I thought my grandma was watching me from heaven. It’s always made showering and dressing stressful events for me. Also historically I’ve had a hard time relaxing during sex but there are other factors to that too. Jeeze I’m a big ole mess.
Locky dud you are
