I will leave this discussion open ended as it is way past my bedtime. Good night.
Thats what i plan to do. This is my third AP that ive tried out in the past year. Im just wanting to stop the voice, images and being stuck in delusion after delusion. I want to function not just survive. But im in therapy and have a med provider.
Keeps It Cools. . . . . . .
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That Can Be One Of Your Biggest Assets.
Your Psychologist Can Sort Out Much Of Your Troubles.
Like I Said, Jus Speak Out And Be Honest.
Others’ opinions of you is beyond your control. What you think of yourself, is within your control.
I struggle to keep up appearances at times. I suppose I still feel a little weird, people knowing that I have schizophrenia. But if I think about it realistically, no one seems to care but me.
I’m trying very hard lately to understand what is within my control, and what is not. I think there is some peace of mind there.
That’s Not What I Mean On The Subject Of Presentation & Reality.
What I’m Saying Is…, Sometimes The Illusions Of Presentation Try Everything It Can To Cause Destruction Upon Actual Reality.
If It’s Weird For You To Admit Your Medical Condition Then Don’t.
But!, People Who Thrive Off Of Jealousy, Bitterness, Lies And Control, Should Warn Others Of Their Personal Problems With Their Painful Illusion Within Reality. Not Only Are They Hurting Themselves As Victims Of Their Own Lies, But!, They Are Hurting Everyone Within Their Vicinity. As Hurtful As That Reality May Seem. Once They Admit It, They May Be Able To Solve It In Some Hopeful Way For A Future People Could Depend On.
Peace And Such. . . . . . .
Do you think I’m a terrible person? Or low? What does that mean? And do you think I am low?
Thanks for the thread.
But just so you know, you are not me so you will not understand why I am the way I am. Nor will anyone else.
Be Yourself And Seek Hopeful Joy, And Clean Happiness. . . . . . .
Idk why I get the feeling that you think I’m like scum.
I might be wrong, delusional and stuff. But that’s how I feel
I Never Said That About You.
If My Points In Thus Thread Offend You I Apologize.
But!, My Beliefs Have Been Gathered In Odd Experiences In My Personal Life.
Not Jus From One Individual.
Sorry That You Are Confused.
Have A Great Morning, Noon, Afternoon, Evening And Or Night!. 
Thanks for the well wishes, but,
What do you mean by controlling?
Just quite interested in that for some reason
I seriously feel like I am one of the ppl you are referring to for some reason
Some People Only Want The Illusions Of Control.
Not Talking About Any One Person In Particular. More So…, A Broader Painting Of Witness.
Tbh I definitely have limitations. 
I REALLY must say that!!!
Anyways, wish you a nice day.
The reason that I believe I have limitations is due to anxiety. It must be signalling to me that something is strange
Gotcha…
Why do you care that people like different things? You can’t meaningfully homogenize that.
Egalitarianism is pretty poisonous re. that.
If there was no such thing as diversity, I wouldn’t diverted here. I was Shirely, going to Hal; but, now I am Frank carrying the Hand Basket.The Hal With It. Close The Pod Bay Doors, Lets Eat Stake, While They Eat CAKE! LOL.
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