First of all, I need to finance myself. I’ll lose my income in a few years. If I can t work, I’ll have to depend on the government. It will probably happen. But I want to try while I still can.
Secondly, I have nothing to do if I don’t get a job. I want to keep myself busy every morning. It’s very hard making myself to work. But i want to make myself doing things instead of sitting there.
I think its too easy sitting there for hours doing nothing. I wish i could make myself work.