Hi schizo ppl,
You know some people were born with SZ right, then you have those who attained SZ from street drug induced illness. I always felt like I wasn’t SZ growing up. Until the street drugs that I was taking caused schizo like symptoms. Now I’m labeled SZA, or schizoaffective disorder. What is the difference between born SZ, and SZ street drug induced illness? I mean either way you got SZ. I think the damage from the street drugs my brain has healed quite a bit. However I’m still SZA. But what if I were born SZ. Would there be any healing at all? I don’t see if you were born with it, how you could ever recover, because you always had it. I will always have SZA. But the street drugs didn’t do permanent damage or did they? I feel like I am getting better as I follow a recovery type lifestyle. But I feel sorry for those born with SZ. It’s like they have nothing to recover from. Since they had it since birth. Every case of SZ is different. But we do have our share of voices, delusions, hallucinations. It’s sooo real. I witnessed myself come out of a 10 year anti social shell. It was lonely as hell. Fishing all by myself, doing outdoor stuff by myself because, I was viewing myself negatively around people. And by the grace of medicine and sound nutrition. I was able to reach out to people more and socialize. I am no longer paranoid to hang around people. I hope everybody in their certain stage of SZ, SZA, find their way past the symptoms and live a good life. Thanks for letting me post. As always take care.