Most of the time it’s something new ?
If it was the same I could recognise them.
But when there are new unrealistic thoughts the only time I realize them is like after a day.
Sz sucks 
but I always have to say this I love my live even if it’s a truth.
The brain is a complex organ and if the brain chemistry is faulty then it will produce an endless stream of complex nonsense
It’s like an endless journey of non sense.
It will be because it’s not working as it should. Meds should help but often only a little…
I feel it’s not me anymore by the way who am I ?
I can’t define myself that this is me.
I am literally like flowing water.
I can’t watch a movie. If I watch I am lost in it.
Can movie will also come under intoxication of the mind ?
My voices say the same sh-it over and over again.
I don’t have voices these days but severe misinterpretation of the things around me.
Like for instance I was listening to this song
I don’t have energy to explain it too
O yeah, I had it too. I could hear things on tv, especially commercials made me hear things in the wrong way. As if someone was deliberately messing with me. I’m glad it’s over.
I want to try meditation. Have you ever practiced meditating? To find inner peace. I believe that I listen to my loved one’s advice hopefully I will become better. For about 2 weeks when I was traveling, I felt extremely physically and mentally unwell. And about 5 days when I came back home I was feeling much better, no one in my body or people in the background making mean comments. I hope things will get better.
If you are finding it hard to cope then would more medication help?
I am already on 20 mg ARIPIPRAZOLE higher or lower does not work. But this week I am on 15 will increase it to 20 coming week. This way I get better of every 30 days
That’s hopeful… If you are anxious as well then saffron tea always works. If you need something stronger then ask your dr. Best wishes!