Who here suffers from depression

i used to,it was a curse

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I have seasonal depression.
It was really bad when I lived above the Arctic Circle, where in the winter, the daylight was more or less non-existent in the winter time.

It’s not so bad here in Denmark.

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I was even hospitalized with depression before sz because I wanted to commit suicide

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I suffer with bipolar depression but Depakote has basically taken care of it.

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Yepz, depression.

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Me. Major depression

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I get depressed now and then. Get awfully suicidal when I get depressed.

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Poster child for depression here. :stuck_out_tongue:
My only reprieve is sleep.

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Yes I have depression
It’s a sheit thing

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I sometimes feel pretty darn depressed, like at this time.

mine is partly due to loneliness, partly due to a lack of support while I am going through cancer treatment besides the sz and all that entails…

judy

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I’ve had a few episodes of depression. You’re right it certainly felt like a curse

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I too, suffer from depression. I do not like my depression as it keeps me from being happy.

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I get depressed due to being lonely and with the symptoms of schizophrenia that I have to deal with

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I visited blackpool years ago i love that place

When I was twenty three dam tire several times

I’ve had severe depression.

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Sometimes I feel depressed, then I realize all bad stuff in my life is not my fault and I feel OK, when you are fighting against something you don’t feel depressed, then I find something to do

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i do, i tried to go without antidepressants for a while but i gave in and now im back on them

Lucky you. I don’t get to be helped by antidepressants, I tried and I was hospitalised for a severe manic episode caused by prescribed SSRIs . So I have to simply hang on there and wait for it to pass. It does pass eventually, as I am cycling through moods, so it’s fine.

Mood stabilisers would be a solution, but it’s a no can do ATM, as my pdoc is on maternity leave and the replacement ■■■■■ told me “they cannot prescribe Sodium Valproate to young women” when I asked why, she said I might have a baby at some point. I pointed out I had two kids and a pair of tied fallopian tubes, and she mumbled something about evidence of that, implying that if it wasn’t a Northern Ireland doctor who did it, it never happened.

To put things in context, with Ireland having legalised abortion, Northern Ireland is the only “country” in A Europe that still forbids it by law. So officially, if I would become pregnant on Sodium Valproate then I would have a debilitated baby to raise.

I also have severe thyroid problems in my family and prefer staying without a mood stabiliser than going on Lithium and bearing the consequences on my Thyroid and kidneys.

So, there you are. Full blown depression for most of the year round.

sorry bout ur situation bud, have you considered ect?