I know I am.
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Same here. I wish they’d get a life.
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Moved to unusual beliefs. Positives have a way of creeping up on you but most people don’t care about others and don’t go to any trouble in keeping an eye on others.
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Whos spying on you guys? @cdwithdcs @roxanna
Nobody is spying on either of you.
My own term for it is…
You’re responding to your own echo.
Been there, done that, got the T-Shirt.
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Yeah, me too. And I hate that no one believes me
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No one is spying on you.
It is your own mind.
You want a real connection:
Look at a picture of someone you genuinely LOVE . Totally love.
The spying will all go away…
And eventually you may get a feeling of what that person really thinks…
Regular people call it intuition…Best to you.
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I didn’t like it when I was psychotic, but the meds got rid of it. i don’t feel that way anymore.
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I’m on Zyprexa, Invega Sustenna, and Clozapine. Started Clozapine fairly recently.
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I think I’m becoming more and more of an exhibitionist. I used to care a lot about being spied on. Now idgaf.
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It usually bothers me when people reference things I did at home when I’m out and about.
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I miss my privacy but I think people are trying to be helpful at least now. It wasn’t always nice like this.
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I have people with good intentions in my life.
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Privacy is very important.
When your psychotic, or going through psychosis, it can feel like hundreds of eyes are on you.
Once you have mental clarity, that delusion goes away and you realize, you’re doing nothing wrong, you can feel like you have privacy.
Law enforcement and the military, are very powerful, and a delusion that they are listening or watching, can drive you insane.
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Nobody’s following me or spying on me, but the voices I hear make use of all my memories and self-doubts which makes my privacy feel violated nonetheless.
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I can relate to the belief that they can see or read your memories.
That’s a delusion I have often.
Even the medication doesn’t remove the delusion; although it helps me fight it.
It’s not a delusion, the voice comes from inside your brain so it has access to all those memories.
Much like you have access to all those memories.
It becomes a delusion when you think it’s a real person spying on you, as opposed to just a misfiring brain (with memories).
It’s like dreaming while you’re awake. You get caught at school with your pants down a lot, in other words hehe.
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I used to have these deulsions that my neighbours were spying on me and spreading rumours to people at my place of work and others in the community. Clozapine knocked those out and I realised most (and by most I mean 99% of them) are too focussed on their own lives and problems to care that much about someone else.
Your situations could be outliers but are more than likely not.
Take care and good luck.
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Ive stopped caring. Healthier that way
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Hmm. . .
The Stars In The Sky As Light’s. The Light’s On The Streets. Every Light Inside Of Building’s.
And Every Light In Each Room.
From Lamps To The Clocks In Alarms, And Stoves.
Camera’s Perhaps?.
Watching Every Single Step. Calculating The Shadow?. A Minority Report?.
Strange Times Indeed. . .