I’m being told I’m paranoid and delusional. The problem is I’m really being watched and followed. My texts, internet usage and phone calls are all being tapped. It’s really happening. I can’t even work because the men show up and harass me there. It’s happened at 2 different jobs. So I can’t say what my delusions are because the men who follow me will use it against me, and I don’t want them knowing my thoughts and fears. If I’m schizophrenic, why don’t AP’s take away my so called symptoms?! It’s so frustrating! Does anyone else not believe their delusional? Do your so called delusions not go away with APs? How do you deal with it?
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It’s difficult is t it because your experiences are HAPPEN TO YOU. I’ll be talking about somthing that happened and ,y sister will say kirstie I don’t think that really happened.mlomd of like a reality check I find myself constantly reality checking.
I mean why would someone be following you
They thought I was an agent for the government because for a while I thought that. They’ve followed me ever since.
I’m sorry that your are experiencing that. Have you been to see your doctor and told them about all this?
Yes. They’re adding more seroquel to my 160mg of geodon. But I’ve tried a lot of meds. I just think if it were not real, it’d go away with the meds.
I wish that was the case but a lot of people find that they’re delusions DONT just go away with meds.
No one is against you.
So other people continue to have delusions even after the meds are good enough to stop them from seeing/hearing things no one else sees or hears?
Everyones different hoe they react to meds they’re not a cure if you see what I mean.
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Some people have treatment resistant schizophrenia, you shouldalso try Clozapine before giving up.
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well being my watcher is likely very boring.
i’ve caught 3 identified peeping toms. and i’ve been told i may hate men. it does seem certain types, bullies and commander types, annoy me, or have been overly angry toward me.
not only that, i feel we are being tracked. i think it is from greed though. people die off and likely just want as much stuff and control as possible.
the taxes the wealthy pay that help people like me, may be their only way to heaven for all i know. i’m guessing they believe this life is all there is or they’d fear collecting so much.
i guess i’m saying you likely need not fear such. even if it’s true. so what. maybe some gal is thankful for the job. it doesn’t seem i could be as sought, inspected, followed, taped,… as much as it has felt like. maybe when i black out whatever takes over has great power, or wisdom or is something amazing. otherwise i’m guessing i am mistaken, as i sure don’t feel worthy of such attention.
geez, even when i try to consider this stuff logically it’s aggravating.
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for awhile i felt the government and the big Church (humanity) was watching me hoping i could help with the entities=that is what i named the voices.
however that is when i began reading the bible, i got baptized and all.
now the government helps me, and i’d suppose, like me, the gov let’s the Big Boss solve the big stuff.
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@zeno I’m afraid of getting sick from taking Clozaril. It can affect white blood cells. I haven’t decided if I’m willing to take it or not.
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@eilyn being my watcher is boring too. Yet they do it anyway. I’m not worthy of the attention but get it anyway.
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