When you opened your eyes in the morning when psychotic, what would your thoughts be like?

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When psychotic what were your mornings like?

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Some mornings, I’d wake up and say “Morning, b*tches” to my voices. I thought of it as taking control right off the bat every day. I don’t need to do this anymore tho.

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id hear a voice like “you passed the test” or “time for more training” or some weird visuals.

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Well, when I lived in the studio with just me and my cat, every morning when I first opened my eyes he would be sitting a few inches away from me purring. That son-of-a-gun really liked me. I would wake up feeling pretty good; all bright and bushy tailed and then the thought always came: “Oh yeah, you got schizophrenia” and it would put a pall on my morning, as if a dark cloud was passing overhead blocking out the sun. It was still fun often living on my own though.

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I don’t remember. I don’t remember how it started either.

My earliest psychosis memory was sexual tactile hallucinations. Hyppnogoggic ones, possibly

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Sometimes I get a weird psychadelic visual like I’m on LSD. Bright colors and things floating around.

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silent for a few seconds. nowadays when i wake up my thoughts spring into action. when i still had psychosis one day i was just sitting around and my mind went blank, no voices, as soon as i noticed and started thinking the voices came back along with my racing thoughts

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I would have instant terror as soon as I awoke until days later each time that I would sleep for a few hours…crucified brain…

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I would wake up to conversations… like voices talking to each other about me or random things, sometimes I would have sleep paralysis… sometimes I would have visual hallucinations of someone I had liked… I like the mornings when I wake up and everything is normal… no voices, no sleep paralysis…

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I’d instantly think about my delusions and feel paranoid pretty quickly.

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If it’s ok to ask, did meds control it?

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I’d get a few seconds of peace, and then came the running commentary. “Oh look! Dipshit is up!” etc.

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Yes meds help. I don’t have sleep paralysis when medicated and voices are lower and I am able to ignore it for the most part.

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