i truly believe my whole family tried to kill me, and i thought demons where everywhere, i saw black shadows. I called the cops on my uncle, thats when i was first hospitalized. it was really bad, i tried to run away. the cops put me on handcuffs. Thanks god i didnt hurt anybody. what were your symptoms on your first diagnose, were they really bad.
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I thought my parents were trying to fatten me up to eat me. I thought I was in a movie and their were cameras everywhere. I thought college students were aliens that invaded the world. Especially Asian students. I bought a gun because I was gonna kill aliens. Thank god I didnāt do anyone harm
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I thought my family and friends were conspiring to ruin me through surveillance and by publishing my personal information on the internet.
I also called the cops.
Imagine my surprise when the police officer was not interested in taking a report but more in trying to convince me that I should go to the ER for a med adjustment.
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I thought everyone had an intense craving to kill me and the animals wanted to shred me apart and eat me alive. This included my family.
This was when the voice introduced me to a taster of hell near the end of second episode
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Omg, i feel you guys, what horrible experience that must been very scary thanks god you got medication now. i understand, your so convince these delusion are true.
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5 years ago when I lost my mind I though that that my father and brother were planning to kill me.
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looks like we a common thing, people trying to hurt us.
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That must have been very scary. I hid in my moms basement for a week. I thought they were planning to kill me that week. It was so scary.
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Yeah Iām sorry @oe1489
That sounds scary
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Lol yea my mom called cops, they sent me to the hospital again lol I got admitted. Thats when i was diagnose as schizophrenia, hospital was summit oaks hospital, made alot friends there. I been in 4 hospitals in total.
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I had trust problems regarding my parents I remember thinking I was a sleeper cell spy agent who was activated and my folks were only telling me what I NEEDED to know in order to carry out a mission that was left unclear to me. (2012).
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I wanted to escape and go to the neighbors house.
I thought he was torturing me.
It was hell.
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lol thats funny, spy agent. You must felt confused.
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Omg, toturing you thats horrible. You were thinking he was torturing you and was he actually torturing you
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I donāt even know to this day if Iām using all the correct terminology for what it āwasā bc Iāve never been into spy movies. I guess thatās why it happened like that? I dunno.
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I also thought he was poisoning me and my beloved dog.
I gave my dog up to the animal shelter to āsaveā his life.
I hate myself for this but I was very sick at the time.
I was involuntarily committed to a psych hospital twice for over a month.
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No he wasnāt torturing me.
My father is a caring person.
But I was highly delusional and paranoid.
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Itās all coming back to me.
I better not ask my psychiatrist to lower my risperdal dose!
I thought my whole family would be killed if they went in my brothers room because of evil spirits. I went ballistic. Threw my brother dresser out of the room and a bunch of his stuff at 3am.
I would thrash on the ground screaming at the top of my lungs begging my family not to go in there when they were going to.
I could feel an ice cold hand choking me when i was in there trying to get stuff out.
Long story short religious delusions suck!
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Delusions of persecution are common in psychosis.
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