I slowly get deluded.
I avoid talking about these things
It’s not a funny thing
to talk about surveillance,
cameras, simulation, actors etc.
It’s not a topic I would discuss
with coffee with a friend.
It’s triggering
I don’t like talking about it either especially after to day where my therapist told me to stop thinking the way I’m thinking. Well if I could just do that I wouldn’t be psychotic would I?
If it could be done so easily,
there wouldn’t be any schizophrenic
I told my therapist about the feeling that I got, that my friend was spiritually inside me while I gave birth to my son, and she just went “Oh don’t think that way, it doesn’t make sense and it isn’t pleassant for you to think that sort of things”
She doesn’t sound very helpful.
Does she help?
Sometimes she does Sometimes she doesn’t.
She encouraged me to attend a dance class
That sounds great. Did you?
I’m going to tomorrow. I feel very nervous.
Cool. What dance will you try?
Hip hop, contemporary, classical, Latin?
yeah, well, is there ever a thought that you might not be delusional/
As far as I know it is a bit of everything. It is just for fun.
alright. giving up. bye.
I will answer this. For my part, No I guess there isn’t a way I’m not delusional. That some one Else should have given birth to my son, whom I was pregnant with for 9 months, is impossible. I know that when I’m being reasonable. my problem is, that my delusional thoughts are not always reasonable. I can be convinced that I’m being delusional, but I can’t let go of my delusions that easily.
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