For me it’s a bit of a irrational simulation belief where superfast soul RGB pixels form the reality with hive mind like wisdom of the crowds
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Hmm.
“Hallucination” .
“Belief” .
Words devoured and trampled on., For a very long time.
Hey!., I got an idea!., Let’s create new, pure words, untouched by filth!. 
I suppose it’s not that bizarre, but I believed my friends and some of my family collaborated to make a website about me exposing all my shameful secrets and failures.
I believed that one of my friend’s father was actually an insectoid alien in disguise. That he had come to earth to wreck havoc and that he would harm me if he found out i knew about him.
I dont have the most interesting delusion, but my worst delusion is that I’m living in a matrix or computer simulation run by advanced beings and that this isn’t our first life. Nick Bostrom and Elon Musk talked about it. Bostrom came up with the simulation argument/hypothesis. I’m not the first to believe in such things, but the interesting thing is I believe I remember my past lives and I remember us finding out we lived in a simulation before.
I remember being in a simulation and being out of a simulation. A psychiatrist would say this is a delusion. I really dont know what to think.
I believe in a past life, I was abducted by aliens and was forced to program some aspects of reality or at least I saw the inner workings. I’ve lived in parallel universes, but that was my past.
I’m definitely schizophrenic but this stuff is real. I’m not an alien, although it sounds like I was. I remember suffering really bad, which I talked about.
Maybe it had to do with God. I’m trying to be a good person. But I have a feeling Buddhism is more correct in terms of physics than Christianity, but I’ve seen evidence of Christianity, which makes me think I’m forced to believe or at least it protects me. Furthermore, I think some aliens follow Christianity.
I’m in a time loop, but as a layman, I dont think we found evidence of locally curved space.
Maybe it’s something else like a split consciousness. I can look at pictures of my childhood, but have no actual recollection of it being me. It is as if I came back later in time to relive my life.
I used to think alien robots would stick me with needles and do experiments at night while I was sleeping. As a result I started sleeping in the daytime but then I was awake all night and terrified because I always felt I was moments away from being murdered by an intruder.
I hallucinated I lost time
somehow my daughter got on second base when I looked away
when she hit a single
another one was thinking I was Jesus
it was a holy one, but turned deadly almost
When I was at the regular hospital i often saw a cat running around and a box full of kittens in a room behind the nursing station. Then they moved me to the mental health facility and there was the cat again. And i heard tons of meowing one night so I got up to see what was going on and there was a bunch of kittens running down the hallway
I was in a blackout for 5 days and i was sure world or anyone else didnt exist those 5 days.
I’ve had dark figures stalking me and dark some figure I think put something into my nose which later was poked by nurse with flu test swab which I recall had a some kind of spear on it. Before that poking I was completely out of whack head flipping like mad cow and as soon as I got poked for no real reason, I returned back to normal. I felt like the whole hospital was under some possession the whole time I was there for short visit.
Overall after that I had bad psychosis for 2-3 months as I was just laying on my bed and flying inside my mind.
I had the delusion that my psychiatrist was a vivisectionist and was going to dissect me for medical students and the general public on live television… I was scared as hell plus the hospital was showing a lot of violent shows on the tv in the dining room which I was misinterpreting as real events.
We only use a small percent of our brain. I believe I have a way to tap into the other part. Only I can’t do it on purpose. My brain does it automatically when I’m under attack by stress. I feel the top of my head open up and I crawl through to the “echelons”. There I feel that I transcend the normal human condition. I feel superior. And although I am an atheist normally I feel that I have a direct telepathic connection to God. I do not feel human emotions, Sometimes it lasts for days. But eventually I wake up back in my right mind.
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I saw a yellow cat run across the pew in church
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The one where I return to a world like this as Jesus, the second coming. But, that seems real since i have memories of it happening before.
The most interesting hallucinations I have ever experienced were both visual hallucinations. In the first, I saw shadow men with fedora hats, trench coats and pistols in their hands, which they were always pointing at me. These shadow men followed me everywhere. I thought they were hit men from the government, trying to kill me. I was very frightened of them. The pdoc adjusted my meds and these shadow men disappeared.
Another time, I had closed eye visual hallucinations of one gorgeous woman after the other. Each of them, one at a time, turned into a very scary, grotesque creature. One of them, the last one, got into a fist fight with me and was punching me in the gut, and I could actually feel those punches. My friend called the police and the police took me to the VA hospital where they treated me with an injectable AP and a sedative medication. These made me sleep for 48 hours and when I woke up, the visual hallucinations were gone.
Hallucination - I was driving, it was late, like 11PM. Suddenly, a kid jumps in front of my car, I slam on the break and I’m met with a disfigured a bloody face.
Had a real twisted smile, a few others ran by as I totally freaked out. And then just like that, they were gone.
I drove home and bawled my eyes out, I was so scared.
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It was 1984. I had a psychotic break. Among my delusions was one where Europe was going to be united I was going to be an economist who was elected to run the European Union, and then I was destined to become the AntiChrist who would bring about the end of the world.
My pdoc can’t understand the matrix delusion.
He doesn’t know anything about it not even the movie. Haha
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It was like Don Quixote.
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I was a 14,000 year old alien who had had my memories wiped and replaced with “human” memories. I needed to kill myself three times and be reborn each time in order to become the savior of humanity.