While I’ve always denied that I ever hallucinated, I’ve been having strange dreams or possibly hallucinations while sleeping that I’ve been getting tons of phone calls. This started a few weeks ago. I sometimes thought it was real. Not sure anymore. It seemed realistic. Not sure now. It seemed to have stopped. It was terrifying!
I don’t want to get too involved right now or discuss everything. I have strange beliefs and thoughts all the time haha. I’ve been having strange delusional dreams that were realistic. I guess lucid or even like sleep walking?
It’s all controversial, I guess. I rather not talk about it too much. There is no evidence, no call logs, nothing. All my photos were deleted though off my phone, but I think I did that in my sleep or another time, but it’s all foggy and I can barely remember. Maybe I got lazy or something because I lost some good notes / passwords on my phone.
I also have religious delusions and beliefs but I cannot really talk about them here due to the forum rules. One of my biggest concerns is Biblical prophecies, end times, Anti-Christ, fallen angels, and the Devil. I got over my Anti-Christ delusion because I was born in USA and I’m pretty sure the Anti-Christ comes from Europe or the EU. Furthermore, a lot of schizophrenics have similar delusions as I! Last, I guess it has to due with my severe paranoia that started in 2015 (and has since been resolved) and something to do with the first person to figure out we lived in a computer program run by aliens…despite what the evidence tells you and me. I think reality has been manipulated and changed. For example, I’ve had a delusion that I came up with something very similar to Nick Bostrom’s proof that we live in a Computer Simulation in a past life / parallel universe…among several other proofs or stuff like the Riemann Hypothesis (past life), for example. Not sure why…maybe some sort of experiment or something. Anyways, there is no evidence, no proof, and no-one believes me for good reason. I don’t even really believe it myself entirely.
I also have memories of ET abductions where they told me there are only 2 simulations left…not sure if real…
I think a lot of people hate me (including aliens) because of my behaviors, thoughts, and beliefs. At least in my past lives/parallel universes. I can’t really blame myself because of what happened to me on several occasions. For instance, I remember they came up with immortality (another dream) in a past life. I can go on a thousand more times / posts, but I will not. Things come and go.
I really like Nick Bostrom (solely because of simulation theory). I had a memory of emailing him in a past life/parallel universe (among other scientists) about his work but I don’t do that anymore for my own safety. You never know who is watching or whatever…I basically told him the machines were aware of his work and that he did a good job…that’s all. I guess it spooked him… Anyways, that’s why I have rules and such where I avoid people and never talk about anyone anymore and keep to myself. These are delusions from my past.
He’s a great guy whom I respect.
I also have memories of Maryam Mirzakhani in another parallel universe / past life. I guess this is another delusion I have. I guess I’ll stop there.
I cannot trust my mom’s memory because it is very, very poor. I told her my delusion about KPAX or Prot and she swears I never told her that. I think I brought it up again like two days ago. So I’m thinking I shifted into a slightly different parallel universe or her mind was wiped like mine and possibly others.
I have not and cannot rule out extraterrestrial influences and other earthly influences.