Im trying to reason my way out of this belief but i cant shake it off. I think they want me crazy and not improve because they want to cover up a nasty secret about their agents or they want to punish me for being too unwell to join one of their informant networks which i reject.
I have a history of ideas of reference but every time i make improvements weird stuff happens.
What are ways to counteract this belief? I go on here for support but unfortunately two online stalkers seemed to maliciously post psychogical profile details which triggered my ideas of reference again over the past weeks.