Feeling?
Crying/trying not to. I prefer the numb blankness to being sad…
Woke up thinking about my ex. Wish these thoughts would go away. One day I am fine, the next an emotional wreck. We have been broken up for a year and 2 months… Three months before my psychotic break.
I wonder if these thoughts towards him are part of my schizophrenia? (Because when I heard voices, it was him and his family and my delusions were about me and him) is that possible? Or are these just genuine emotions of not being over him? i want to text him to tell him I miss him and I hope he’s doing good (he texted me on Christmas) we also hung out a couple times in November… I should probably not text him though?
I JUST WANT A DIFFERENT BRAIN
I don’t want to interfere in your private life.
I think that a lot depends on the character of your ex.
If you believe that he is a good person, kind, considerate, a pleasure to deal with, then you can try to resume ties with him.
If, on the other hand, you feel that he makes you feel bad, he is abusive, or violent, or criminal or has other problems,
then it might be better to stay away from him.
@I4CU
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I’m sorry. It’s hard to move on when you really love someone. Heck, I’m married now, and I still get the urge to call my ex sometimes, just to see how she is doing. In my case, it is better for both of us if I stay away. I don’t know your case. It sounds like the more you communicate with him, the worse your mental health gets. But maybe I’m just projecting.
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Thanks for your reply. You’re right. He isn’t a bad person, but for some reason he does make me feel bad…
No you’re right, thanks for your response. If I text him I could be waiting for a response that will never come… And I can’t handle that
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I think it would be best if you abstained from contacting him. You might not get the response you want and that would put you further behind in your mental health.
It would be best if you dedicated your energy to trying to move on.
Also, I think these are just normal emotions you’re feeling.
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Yes, he might not reply or it might not be the response I want…
And cool… Just wanted to know if it was a normal thing and not my MI. it seems to be the only time I feel emotion. It is overwhelming today lol
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