My biggest delusion is believing that people can read my mind.
The occult in general.
I suffer from “6th sense” hallucinations. I sense things that aren’t there.
It’s difficult to believe that it’s not all real.
People in putting thoughts in my mind, also someone in my body, and someone affecting my appearance.
Grandiose delusions where i think my death will save humanity. I’m glad I haven’t had that one in a long time.
Im not really affected by them anymore. But when im delusional I shift between completely different delusions constantly. Its like an overarching delusion of there being an extremely important conspiracy happening everywhere and all around me that I feel super close to figuring out. But never get to the bottom of it. Then tons of different delusions stem from trying to figure out whats happening. One of the main sub-delusions though is thinking im not human and more like some kind of mythological creature or being. Vampire, nephilim (half-angel) or an animated corpse to name a few lol. ![]()
I had a delusion that I was in a cube simulation and that earth was actually in a cube on a spaceship and realized I was actually thor and was banished there lol.
Haha fascinating. So interesting what we can come up with while in psychosis.
I’m being followed by navy seals. They track my every move.
Also, I have a friend I’ve known since 1997. She’s much older than me. Anyway one of her daughters has been tracking me for years. She talks bad about me to my friend. My friend can’t even admit to her daughter or other kids when they call her and she’s out to lunch with me. It hurts my feelings. I genuinely care for her and love having her as my friend
It’s very frustrating. I wish they would just leave me be.
The most impacting is that the food has been specially poisoned for me at home. It does not effect my family, but it works just on me. As a consequence, I do not cook for myself or eat at home - so I order takeaway every night while basically starving throughout the day…
That buses/trains keep terminating every time I get on them, signally me to end my life or that my life is going to end soon…
That if I don’t cross my legs in the shape of a 4 when I sit/lay that electro-magnetic fields and 5G will steal my thought patterns and algorithm, via technology like phones/iPads/Towers .etc and give them to hostile agents who are studying me. Why, I dont know…
My delusion is that I’m gonna win the lotto and become rich. I’ve bought the ticket and have already planned how to collect and spend the winnings.
That everybody should leave me alone. No one does.
That God is one and everything is under his control and decisions and creation
I only really had bizarre delusions. No one in there right mind would actually believe them lol
So true, its a whole range of things but ive noticed patterns,; jesus, hell, aliens, brain chips , amongst ppl. Weird
There’s a radio in my head made of crystalline fire, it’s transparent that’s why it picks up so much songs. Everyone has radio of crystallised fire in their head but most don’t know it because their crystals are opaque so don’t hear much music. But mine transparent so have a lot. Damn it’s a nuisance, I wish they could remove the radio but the crystal is microscopic…
I believe that people can read my mind too @Jake And I believe I can read other people’s minds at the same time. And this is all pure torture when it is happening, which is episodic and not constant, luckily. And it is all very unpredictable too.
that every person i see when i go out is talking about me negatively. meds have no effect on this for some reason, and i can hear and decipher the words that are being said even tho i dont hear voices anymore like the way i did before meds
I believe that people can read my mind and that I can read theirs as well @Jake. And this all causes a great deal of anxiety and can only be described as pure torture. Mine is not constant, but only is episodic, thank God. But overall, is this your experience @Jake? If it is not, how is your experience? If you don’t mind my asking?
My wife has the same thing haha
Mine are the same…