I aced my french and logic finals. I finished the french final in 35mins and only couldnt solve the very last premise of the last argument on my logic final. I just took a 3 1/2 hour nap, which is good because I’ve slept like 3 hours the past two nights.
I probably made all A’s, I had solid A’s before finals and finished all of them quite early with confidence.
Now I can watch anime and powerlift to my heart’s content.
I feel pretty good. That was my first year on meds and I made a point to make perfect grades, and I think I did. I don’t feel like drinking, I havent had a nightmare in a week, I recovered from my 3 hour relapse on saturday perfectly without extra meds.
Very good things. I’ve been getting into arguments on these forums lately because people don’t like to hear hard scientific facts or about how well I am. I post something like a neurological explanation of what schizophrenia is and someone ends up arguing with me and saying that I know nothing because I only briefly read about the hard problem of consciousness, a cognitive science theory that is outside of my major but was on a powerpoint in one of my classes. I guess my 16 page term paper titled “schizophrenia” which recevied a 100 is obsolete because I don’t know everything about all branches of psychology.
But I stick around for people like you, James. You fight schizophrenia hard and you do your best to be your best. Disorganized/undifferentiated, paranoia plus disorganization sounds like hell but you are always positive.
By the way, Im glad to hear about the Japanese garden- theyre my favorite. There’s a botanic garden not far from my house and they have tons of cherry blossoms and japanese maples, it’s a serene place.