It’s like I complain about my hurt leg and they examine my wrist. I go in complaining that I can hear people’s thoughts. We all do and not once have we been taken seriously! There’s forty million of us! They just dismiss this phenomenon as fictitious. Just for shits and giggles I’d like to see them take us seriously. Nothing else is working, it’s worth a try!
It is tough to deal with without a doubt. We are viewed as disruptive, impulsive, or on a more positive note, spontaneous. People love to mistreat us for some reason. Oh and the psychiatrists kill us slowly. Go figure… Just honest truth. The anti psychotics we receive would leave ANY “NORMAL” person fucken psychotic… especially during withdrawal after several years use. Or depressed, overweight, lethargic, obese, sedentary, just look at the fucken side effects. We are being killed honestly. Our life expectancy on those drugs is 70 years old… some of us live longer which is good but those without technology do not. Also… on the real… 1 in 10 commit suicide. It is lessening and that is a good thing.
Lol mofokers be stuck in the matrix and ■■■■… want to forget ■■■■ hahah
I do have to clarify this… mentally ill women are more likely to kill a a few people than mentally ill men who are more likely to kill themselves or kill a ■■■■ load of people before dying. And do you want to know why?
Because men… treat women like ■■■■. Women don’t feel hurt about the following please, some ■■■■■■■ just take advantage and belittle and offend the ■■■■ out of us. That is the sad truth. We take more ■■■■ because we are more loyal than the average birth control pill popping, condom wearing, gun toting, Viagra using, topical breast/■■■■■ enlargement cream, extenze, using dumbfucks who lie to themselves and try to act like someone they’re not or try to convince everyone they aren’t homo or whatever. Bunch of stupid fucken materialistic vain ■■■■■.
Hah. We sufferers know we’re not that different… sorry if you felt offended… Go take a fucken chill pill dickheads. Pardon me for my expressive outburst on a support forum I will refrain from cursing in front of women and children… hah.
Oh before you insecure inadequacy issue having spermicide cumguzzlers judge us… We share fucken food before we are injected and we share what we have to share… with people who treat us nicely… most the time at least. Oh and the wide majority of us oppose war and are against firearm violence… until pushed to the edge like Grandmaster Flash and the Furious Five. And people try to size us up and fight us… We don’t even really fighting… physically that much. And thst is not all… they try to keep us from going to prison because if we do and we die fighting correctional officers instead of each other… We would wreck the penal system. Usually we do through literature instead…
It’s a cruel system.
It’s never available when you most need it. By the time you get to the shrink it’s all passed and you don’t know what to say to get the best out of a session…for me they are like 10 minutes these days.
Trouble is. It’s easy to spot a psychotic by the words they say. It’s harder to see what a medicated person is feeling…then there’s point A. It’s a vicious cycle. How psychotic is someone …? Or in other words how sick is a person ? We of course tend to present flat…I’ve seen some notes which describe me as dysphoric!!! I’m entertaining as fock most of the time!
Yeah it sux. But that is the journey. You’ve got to take it for what it is…it’s a pill dispensary and if you know what you need or want then that isn’t a problem. If your at odds with it…it’s a much crueler way of doing business!
Oh don’t worry I’m not psychotic hahah. Hadouken! Lol
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Not saying you are…just saying that talking to a psychotic or symptomatic individual is chalk and cheese to a medicated one even if they are experiencing symptoms.
It’s not set up to do anything really effectively but depends on where you live. In the states I had a shrink for an hour a month…My Australian shrink just is mortified at that. He operates on 15 minute sessions and is fully booked for months in advance!
That is my reality. Yours may be different, but it’s dependant on money and where you live. It is what it is. You just need to deal with it!
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We would wreck the penal system. Usually we do through literature instead… they forcefully drug some inmates suggesting less incarcerated time but they test us like human experiments knowing the statistical probability of what may set us off under what drug… and even… food… can you believe thst ■■■■?
Yeah no doubt coming off of mind alterering substances that are not natural food will make a person angry at the world then they stare everybody down looking for fights until either they get an asswhooping or grow out of it. Sadly many pick up a firearm against the assbeatee or the insulting offender. That is more blame due to firearms, lack of upward mobility i.e. not being able to own a house, and of course miseducation or being taught selfish ideals and selfselfaggrandization (I forgot the word I was looking for at the moment but selfaggrandizing still fits) of course drugs in poverty are a major problem… drugs everywhere really, but who fucken makes the drugs that don’t grow on trees? Private corporations that don’t pay taxes… who fund contraceptives… and make their money there with tax breaks… and fake ads about food… which you tend to fucken crave while on the medicine the prescribe us until you move out or have some form of support.
there’s several different issues there my friend. I’m not looking for an arguement!
Take care…and avoid those street drugs…the legal ones are problems enough if you ask most schizophrenics!
peace…and keep well!
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Not arguing in the least bit! Discussing the same point with logic that correlates. Hah. Yeah definitely off street drugs.
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I complained of heart issues to my pdoc, he insisted I up my meds. I told him my brother who is one year older than me went to his reg Dr and told him of same heart symptoms, they told him he has the same heart disease as my mom.
I told my pdoc of some troubling symptoms that to me, smacked of cancer. He told me I wasn’t cost effective for treatment, how about some more meds.
I had to get a reg. routine checkup (female) and they called saying I had to come back in for further testing and biopsies.
They never told me the results of the tests or biopsies, and after waiting two months, I demanded to see a copy of the test results.
They would only give me the first two pages out of five.
I told my pdoc they were refusing to tell me the results because I did have cancer, so he looked up my results, started saying 2 of the 5 biopsies were benign, then as he kept reading, said, “Oh-Oh” and said my reg dr would get in touch with me…but she never did.
My psychologist tried reading me my results after I complained no one would tell me the truth, so she read me the results, then said "um, uh…you need to contact your reg dr"
No one would talk to me or tell me anything, then I got dropped from the medical plan due to a divorce, so I asked to see my med records.
They emailed me the most recent ones, and wouldn’t you know it- there was absolutely nothing wrong with me!
Seems everything was sanitized for my protection…or theirs.
So here I sit with a family history of heart disease and cancer, slowly dying from lack of medical care because no one wants to waste any money to treat me.
Haven’t seen a dr of any kind since 2014, and not intrested in it either. I just hope dying from “natural causes” goes fast.
ya I feel very sad today. It is my birthday I am supposed to go in to work but I woke up with a serious weight on me. I am so sad right now, I know it is just the symptoms/withdrawals but I still feel hopeless. I am so sad I can’t cry though. Trying to drink coffee. A coworker gave me ■■■■ for my appearance and I was mad but I’m like, he’s right, I haven’t showered in a long time. And I do mess up a lot. I am lucky my mom got a new job and can help me, I feel bad for a lot of you guys. My brother promised he wouldn’t let me die in a cardboard box, so I guess that’s nice.
I think some of the delusions of grandeur get mixed up with just regular optimism. Idk I am thinking maybe I should quit my job and focus on art and music and maybe be a writer. I can’t go back in it was traumatizing in some small way. But it’s blown way out of proportion internally for me. I feel like they’ve passed judgment and I’ll just be programmed to fail repeatedly until they fire me and yell at me. I don’t need that kind of rejection. Just messing up an order and NOT getting in trouble makes me feel terrible because like, of course they know, but even if they don’t, I’m still disappointed in myself.
I went to the dr yesterday, they are a broken record, repeating the same advice over and over. I kinda wanna just go to the hospital though and spend some time but I know they will force meds on me. All I wanna do I mean not all, I want worldly success and love and all these other stressful things, but I have kinda resigned that maybe at least I can just have a comfy bed, a cute dog, nice friends, guitar and stuff and just smoke weed and drink beer (responsibly, like under a six pack a day and 1g of weed). I want a companion but they don’t tell you that love is one of the most dangerous things for us. I think love causes more psychosis than even drugs it’s just a sad reality.
But I’m not gonna give up. I’m gonna write and draw some things. I’m just very sad right now but all of my other symptoms are quiet. I like coffee AND too much coffee has TOTALLY sent me into psychosis. Another thing they don’t talk about. You guys are cool though I like this forum.
Having the job was cool I guess I can find another one, that’s what neurotypicals do. I still haven’t been cut off from disability I think but then again I haven’t checked. Was gonna work til they cut me off and save all the extra disability money then invest it in the stock market even though it’s impossible and evil. Or evilish in that everyone here talks about hardwork but they really just play stock market. I liked the job it was nice to talk to people I do have a problem with authority though. My fav part was the employee discount on pizza. Also I could smoke in my car but one driver who wasn’t even my boss (we kinda compete for orders so he was mad I got a good one but it still rattled me and I messed up. I hate competition now, used to love it but then again I used to be good at things) gave me ■■■■ for looking high. I was high but that’s not why I looked like ■■■■, it’s bc I was up all night bc my dresser was breathing. And if I miss one med, meaning no sleepovers or stuff. It’s like walking on ■■■■■■ up burning eggshells. I just don’t want the rejection, I always just leave people or jobs before they leave me. I need to be hopeful though so I’m just gonna celebrate and look forward to my next job. Anyway, off topic but whatever I started the topic anyways. Also I like what you all have to say.
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