u answered ur own question. They put ■■■■ in it.
Not sure how well latuda and heroin interact with each other too.
What’s your dx kazuya?
Schizoaffective with ptsd. If thats what u asked
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Some Prozac and wellbutrin might take that terrible chest pain away. I have it too it feels like extreme pain from having had your heart broken. They say it can go away.
I was on 20mg for two years. The most alcohol I drank at once was two pints probably once a month.
It made me so sedated anyway I didn’t know the difference.
Now I will only have one pint every few months. I don’t particularly like drinking anyway as I used to drink far too much.
I have psychotic bipolar it it has also been called sza.
The pain and emptiness are so bad that sometimes I think I’m just gonna expire in my sleep.
Im on wellbutrin but it doesn’t really help much. Ive thought about stopping but i know when i stop itll probably only get worse as my bodies so used to the chemical. Im tired of prescriptions to be honest. It just feels weird swallowing them now. But i know what u mean. Its like being pounded in the chest by a body builder. Its horrible
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Talk to your doctor man I know the feeling. I wish I could recover without meds but it’s impossible. I’m on like 5 things right now. They’ll have meds with less side effects some day. The heartache could be from having to take meds too. It’s devestating
Yea it is. I wish there was an easier way but thats asking for the miracle pill and no one has that. Maybe warren buffet and the queen of England have something but us regular folk have to deal with the fun of insurance and co pays and then actually having to take the stuff which who knows if it works for u personally since everyones different
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Yea I have no inner voice anymore, sometimes I try to speak and I run out of breath. I lost my will to live so many times that I feel like an empty shell. It’s amazing I haven’t just keeled over and dropped dead.
I think it’s from having to accept that I’m seriously mentally ill, and that I sit on the sidelines in life. I can’t work, can’t date etc etc. there’s so much out there for the taking and I’m literally disabled. It’s infair when you see some of the normies running around out there thinking they’re cool and all. They don’t deserve to have brains.
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Haha id have to agree. Its only funny in the ■■■■■■ up way though im not laughing at u. But we r indeed disabled and most people will never get it cause they can’t see it. My parents tell me all the time im capable and i know i am but they don’t understand whats going on with me. Its impossible to study with that feeling. How can u even pay attention when thats going on
You sound like you were normal like me once too.
Well he ok. The meds we have now don’t even address the problem. The goal for me is to stay alive long enough for the good ones to come out. Then it’s game on. I can’t compete while taking antipsychotics. They’re too strange
Well i was never exactly normal. I was the nerd in school. But i only can dream what could have been for me if i never lost my mind back in 2012. I would probably be in college right now not just working in a burrito store and would be able to socialize normally
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Hang in there. That’s only 5 years ago. It’s been 16 for me. Science is working on it.
Chipotle? At least you can work. I can’t even do that.
I went back to college after I lost my ■■■■. Graduated with a 3.5 gpa. It’s doable but the older I got the harder it was. Tried to get a masters degree and got sick in the process
Hopefully we keep working on it cause when one group suffers we all suffer. My illness didn’t just scar me but i think it might have effected those around me. I can’t imagine my friends weren’t changed a little by me running my car into a tree on purpose. I mean they hate me now but still it did the damage. And i hope i just get through college which seems like a farther and farther goal the more im alive. And no not chipotle its a local place in town. But i might get fired. I drank at work and someone nosey found out so we’ll see if she says anything. I just can’t work without being drunk or high.
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nor to be preachy but you’ve got a lot of time. It’s a raw deal but people get through it.
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The voices r horrible at work though so i can’t blame myself for bringing in a bottle. But it might cost me my job. ■■■■■■■ schizoaffective bull ■■■■
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