What does everyone think about me

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I have been looking at my past posts and I was loud and talking nonsense im almost humiliated by the way I talked I have problems forgiving myself anyway I have a question how many people here hate me

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Oh you’re absolutely insane. A fish thats an archer - whatever next :wink:

Seriously though I have not seen you before so IDK. But I’m sure other people here have said silly things at some point if they’ve been manic or delusional or what lol.

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I think you would pair well with some fava beans and a nice Chianti. (Yes, voithos has a sense of humour.)

:wine_glass: :beans:

v.

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Yeah idk I get this way at times I’m due for my next injection however I’ve been thinking a lot recently while I agree I had severe psychosis in the past i hate being the one who needs reassurance

Im sorry I ain’t been very useful for awhile now

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I missed my nighttime lamictal due to forgetting I wonder If that has something to do with it idk but it seems likely that it’s the culprit I should of taken it but i noticed I forgot it was 3 am when I saw it

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I doubt anyone here hates you, its just the illness making you feel this way.

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Thanks idk what’s actually wrong with me anymore I keep thinking and it’s like I’m arguing with my brain i constantly doubt I have ever had mania but there have been times where it sure sounded like I was on this site and others idk how severe it’s gotta be I’m just a ■■■■■■■ whiner that’s a big possibility also maybe I somehow convinced myself I’m “bipolar type schizoaffective” even days where I do take my meds I still wonder if I need them it’s like I’m flip flopping

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i dont hate u and hardly even remember ur old posts. but i do remember it never bothered me

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Hey i don’t hate you. I don’t hate anyone on this site. We all have problems and i think everyone understands that sometimes we might post something when we’re not feeling too good. Try not to focus on old posts.

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I think I have a big self esteem problem always I try to help others not feel the way that I do about myself

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I think you are a kind-hearted person who suffers from intrusive thoughts that make you fear you are doing the wrong thing at all times. You put a lot of pressure on yourself to get social interactions perfect, and beat yourself up over any perceived shortcoming. To those of us who know you, the kind heart is what we can see above all else.

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Thank you so much @NinjaComet that was heartwarming I’m just having a bad day i should of took my meds at the late night I messed up it wasn’t on purpose

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Yeah I’m with @NinjaComet

You seem to be a good guy @AwesomeFisherman that suffers with occasional mania

I’ve been there many times

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Thanks I over analyze every mistake that I’ve ever made and iv made a lot of mistakes in my life i wanna be perfect but everytime i try to be perfect i completely ■■■■ up and make a single mistake I wanna be perfect it’s probably never gonna happen

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You’ve got to remember that no one is perfect

Humans are flawed

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I dont agree youre a whiner, youre having to deal with severe mental illness and thats bloody hard. Its common to not believe we are sick its a symptom called agnosia, im like that too sometimes and ive had schizophrenia for 30 years.

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One thing that I am doing good is soon I might be volunteering at a old age home I’ve always had a passion to try to make others lives better don’t know how good I’m gonna do I’m not smart everybody here is a genius compared to me

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You might be highly sensitive as well, so throw a mental illness in there and that’s a powerful tonic.

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you’re a good dude, arch :+1:

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Idk much to think about you as I don’t know you well. But I do find you apologise too much.

I might be thinking of the wrong person I’m. Not sure, what do you think?

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