yet again, Iāve yet to live during a severe war. I probably wouldnāt be thinking the same way that I do today, if I was in England during World War II
yeah, there are times when people talked smack to me in real-life, but I shrugged it off because I always thought things were my fault.
happened recently online too. one time, someone on Reddit had compared my poem to a personal incident in their life, which I felt was not a professional thing for a reviewer to do. everyone on that subreddit pretty much started talking smack about my poem and downvoted it; but the only thing I did, in response, was say sorryā¦
I regret quitting my job without at least securing a new one. I was so stressed out with it that I really didnāt take enough time to think things through.
I regret telling this boy I had a crush on from elementary to middle school that I liked him. Him and his friends made great fun of it. I was so upset, the only good thing was it was the last day I was going to that school because I was moving to another city. I was afraid Iād regret not knowing how he really felt about meā¦now I regret telling him. I really should have known better.
Not too long ago I would have answered āpretty much everythingā. But nowadays Iām believing more of āall roads led to hereā. So sticking to that whether itās truth or a coping mechanism. I canāt go back in time either way. Just trying to live each day and possibly find happinessā¦not expecting too much. But not complaining either.
I regret some things i have done or said yearās ago usually when it was drinking. Things that may have made people feel bad. Donāt drink anymore. And i really wasnāt a bad drunk but it just wasnāt me. Another regret, a few years back we were in taco Bell and their star wars game came out. The lady at the table next to us had the same colored game pieces we had. My wife said " sheās got the same color game peice, ask her for hers sheās probably going to throw it away. Yeah right Iām not asking. Played the game for several months got all the pieces but one. Ate lots of KFC and taco Bell to get the last peice. Turned out that lady had a winning piece that evedently went in the trash. It would have been a 4 million dollar win. I felt bad and told my wife how bad i felt . She just laughed it off and said she was joking and really didnāt expect me to ask for it. But yes i regret that i didnāt.
Ever becoming a sexual being. I wish instead of getting pregnant and married at 20, I had converted to Catholicism and joined a convent. But, alas, I had been raised a fundamentalist protestant and becoming a religious was the furthest thing from my mind at the time.
Another thing I regret very badly is sending my paranoid sz, 30 year old son, to a group home, where he committed suicide three years later. I regret that terribly.
