I’ve played a lot of Fifa18 today
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Rolled around in bed with bad head pain. Surfed the web. Just want the day to end.
This morning, I woke up in my lover’s bed. She made me oatmeal with raisins, sugar, cinnamon and milk with coffee, black, for breakfast. I am in love. And so is she. This morning, she told me that she wants to have a private marriage like ceremony. Just me and her reciting vows. No pastor or priest involved. I am open to something like that. We can’t move in together until my current lease is up that I just signed last month. We want to go camping in Mahoney camping grounds for our “honeymoon”. It would be roughing it. She likes that kind of thing. Next time we vacation, we will stay at a fancy hotel. I like that kind of thing.
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Did skateboarding studied vim editor played league of legends Starcraft 2
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anyone want to do my dishes and clean my kitchen?
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lol mm, i actually washed and dried about 100 plates and some cups on Thursday, it was hard
today i was with my friend Laura and now i have couch surfers staying 
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Had breakfast and researched the meds I’m taking
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I showered and got all spiffed up, and then went on an expensive shopping spree with money I can’t afford to spend. 
Hope you got some great rest and feel better.
Good sleep can do wonders.
I wiped down the benches, did the dishes
Went through my diary and money.
I was thinking about financial abuse .
My man has started to make money a problem in our relationship.
Last time we did the groceries I bought all of it but we usually go halves.
He tries to decide over my money and I’m not ok with that.
From what I have been told he has no savings because he smokes cigarettes and drinks alcohol.
I have a car n holy neigh but still managed to save some money.
I lent him money to buy his dog.
Before then I gave him $400 as a birthday gift to buy a dog but he spent it all on cigarettes and bills.
We go halfves on food and renovating and bills.
He was very bad behaved to me yesterday calling me a stupid bitch and yelling and saying things about my money.
He tries telling me what I am aloud to buy and I am not ok with that .
And if I buy something he does not “approve of” he gets angry.
He might feel angry that I have money and he doesn’t .
I do not have much saved enough to get a new pair of trues and take my neigh to vet .
I used to go to cafes at least once a fortnight when I lived by myself but one and a half years here I only visited baristas under ten times in that long a time.
I want to start going to cafes again and I agreed to not go vegan again for now but he is becoming controlling in a way I’m not ok with.
He keeps threatening to kick me out.
I nolonger feel it’s a peaceful loving home when he keeps threatening me.
He had stability growing up in this area but I moved around and never felt stability .
He was so nasty to me and yelled.
It’s becoming worse.
I think it’s because someone close to him has cancer and he takes his emotions out on me refusing to admit that might be why he is sad and angry but he rather blame me and says he is not bothered by the cancer which I do not believe.
I have been a great girl friend
The best I have ever been
I was praying every day thankful for my man but his behaviour has changed and it worries me
He has become respectlesd and cruel to me and now trying to control my finances.
A man who chain smokes and who I have been generous and great to trying to tell me what I can do with my money.
Reminder I have more than him
I always pay my bills first thing every pay.
I need help to stop his bad behaviour and controlling ways.
I feel disrespected and in appreciated by him.
Was he ever thankful for me or is that a one way thing…
Last week I started thinking about brown eyed man I am close to but we have no contact in person.
I feel I should be treated better.
My man almost complained about me starting the gym when he started saying it’s cheaper to exercise at home.
It’s a huge step for me to join gym and I am proud of every day I go there.
How can this chain smoker yell at me and call me nasty names …
He has admired I am good with money yet keeps trying to control me and I walk on eggshells to please him so he doesn’t yell at me.
I have apolagise stock people who should of been apolagising to me …
Just to keep the peace.
These changes in his behaviour to me are not good.
I deserve to be treated better.
I know it.
We are rather a sexual
Not even once a month …
Maybe we love each other but I’m not ok with how they have treated me remembering my neigh n I moved here and I’m trying to find support out here in the country .
If he kicked me out I would have to find a place to stay .
In my car, caravan park or motel or stay with him till I find a place or beg my family interstate to fly over and help me.
I pray for our relationship and that he will treat me better
Appreciate me
Hold me high
Not abuse me financially which is dis empowering someone who is more capable …
Love to you guys.
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Did you just meet this Woman @SkinnyMe?
Sounds wonderful.
I’m happy for you both!
@Truemist8, he sounds like an entitled narcissist. He basically considers you and your money his property. He’ll never change. Might want to find a new partner.
Moved in my treadmill from my brothers house bout to start my workout regime bought some dumbbells to the other day hopefully I can stick with it
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Not a darned thing. I have done nothing all day but look online at the things I could buy.
I could use a shower and some clothes. I feel like I’m doing to Naked Challenge.
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I did a load of laundry and have been working on cleaning the kitchen, oh and i went out and got groceries
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I showered, shaved, brushed my teeth, and spent four hours working at my new pharmacy job. I got home about half an hour ago.
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Ran some errands, worked on puppy training, playing with puppy. It was a nice day. Today is the first day in a week I haven’t felt depressed.
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Nothing, except I’m doing laundry right now. I’m finally washing my bedding, which was getting pretty gross. I can’t stand negative symptoms. Five years ago I would be totally disgusted with how I live now. God, why can’t I just do things anymore??
Well, I just checked my college email for the first time in a couple weeks, responded to a new student’s email, and downloaded this semester’s instructor packet, so at least I feel I’ve accomplished something since getting home from work. Those are the only productive things I have done since I got home nearly two hours ago.
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I loved on my gal.
Made lunch .
Did all the dishes.
Took out trash.
Loved on my gal some more, and irritated her politely{ I explain that more later.}.
Started to make dinner.
Playing PC-Vid games atm.
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