Visited my dad in assisted living and went to church. I hadn’t been to mass in a long time and tend to be more agnostic but enjoyed it although I didn’t stay for the whole service. I was a little manic this afternoon but contacted a local community center possibly about volunteering.
I was proud of myself that I finally figured out how to post something for sale on eBay the other day too which was something I had been putting off for years.
Health care came to give my meds
Went back to sleep
Picked up a Tim’s coffee
Went to get my bubble packs
Came home
Panicked about finances
Now i am sitting here wishing i had enough energy to make a greek salad
Hoping to go visit my mom and go to.the vape shop
oh sound horible…sorry man. i wonder if its the meds…
Went out to eat on my own was craving decent food, then went to my mental health group which was good we had a new person, then went to eat out again for some more decent food for dinner 
hey good luck with the volunteering and well done for doing ebay 
@FatMama sounds like an ok day good luck seeing your mum and going to the vape shop 
@anon90843118 sounds nice, i hope the food was good, i was at a friends place tonight and we ordered delivery food but it took over 2hrs to get delivered and it was disgusting when we finally got it 
Ah that sounds disappointing. I’ve had that before too really not nice considering how much takeaway food costs.
I had some nice vegan stuff looks similar to this :))
https://goo.gl/images/i5DA8E
i hear you, it cost about £20 and we hardly ate any it was such a waste
link didnt load btw but i had vegan food today at my clubhouse, i had garlic bread and mushrooms then a brie bake cost £2.25 should have got the small though 
Take out is always a hit or miss i find
today was good i went to my community garden and we made soup then i went to my clubhouse and took part in a discussion met up with a friend after for coffee.
what about you guys?
Med people came at 9:20am
Had a nap
Mental health worker took me grocery shopping
Now just sitting here having no clue what to do
About the only good, productive thing I did today was take a shower. Right now I’m just killing time while I wait for a call.
Spent today on the edge of panic. Started when someone was following me in a car this morning… went downhill from there. I did manage to get some work done and I got help to finish a big mailing for Eastern Star.
But now I am hiding in my room, just trying to calm down.
Had breakfast and stopped my geodon. Hope I don’t get depressed again without it
hey val, paranoia is not good, i hope you feel better after some rest
Yes indeed. Finally got everything up and running with the first volley of bills coming in!
It’ll take a couple months to get into the swing of things.
My day was okay.
I vacuumed, cleaned the kitchen, took a shower.
I might go for dinner 
Meditated, hung out with my gf, surfed this forum…I think that’s it.
I am having issues with “risky” behavior. I hate mania. It’s nice to go, go, go and get stuff done, but the consequences are awful. My husband doesn’t deserve what I put him through.
What or who???
Anyways, I did two loads of laundry and went to the park and on the way back I stopped at CVS for a few things. My 10 inch frying pan I ordered off amazon arrived today. It surprised me, I wanted a good one, but it turns out this frying pan is higher quality than I meant to get. It’s heavy-duty aluminum non-stick. It’s a really nice one. Too nice.
My brother and sister in law are coming here today
We will be going through my finances and i feel sick about it
I just want to watch football