My goal is to enjoy life even with all the curve balls
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How have your intrusive thoughts been level, did they respond to treatment?
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They got better. The violent stuff seem to of dissipated. It’s sometimes in the background but I can ignore it.
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I am on vacation for the rest of my life, no work!
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I’m just taking a day at a time.
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Right now I am learning the banjo. Ever since I was young I was fascinated by that instrument.
As far as long term goals I would like to save some money and drive out to Gettysburg, PA and visit the Civil War battlefield and other attractions. But I get rattled in traffic so it’s either find a way to bus it or don’t go.
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I’m still thinking about it. Right now I’m wasting my life except working and going to school.
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Apparently I’m going to sit here and rot because I’m never going to get a job ever again and I have no real interests, so fukc it I’ll just sit here rotting.
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Wait til my daughter is on her own and doing well. Then sit here until I die i guess.
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You seem like someone who lives for their kids. I’ve met other people like this too. It’s almost like their sole purpose in life is to have kids and then they don’t gaf about what happens to them. Frankly, the way some of them act they’d rather be dead, from what I’ve seen.
I suppose you find this in nature too. Some creatures have offspring, then die/kill their mate/or something like that.
I’ve never had kids so I don’t know what thats all about. But I look forward to a long&hellish existence.
I dont want to get into specifics, but usually these kinds of parents create the most well adjusted offspring for some reason. Idk….
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I’m applying to grad school soon to be an art therapist. I’m making music and hope to play live. I’m into photography a lot.
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I think they are well adjusted because they know their worth and they know they are loved.
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See, My parents lived for themselves. They think exactly the opposite, however circumstances don’t lie. $$$ took an inappropriate priority in the house I grew up in. You can imagine growing up in an environment like that.
I was never told I was loved /etc. kind of sad actually.
However I did have all the best ■■■■ that money could buy. Unfortunately I have learned to place an inappropriate importance on money. So now I’m 38 yo and generally put relationships with people maybe 3rd or 4th importance in life. But finances aren’t my problem. I don’t think it was worth it.
JMO
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Every kid should be told every day (multiple times a day) how loved and wonderful they are! Having said that, they also need to be told the world doesn’t owe them.
So many people didn’t have that. My parents are very religious. That was tough.
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That’s another big one.
I got my first full time job at 22 years old and I couldn’t believe they were only going to pay me $13.50/hr. This was in 2005 & it was a data entry job. I was not an easy coworker to deal with at that Job. I kept thinking they were cheating me.
Then I had a psychotic break at that job too…
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This illness sure does suck!!
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Survive I guess
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start exercising again is a goal of mine.
since lock down i have not exercised at all apart from dog walking 3 times a week.
loose a few kg in a healthy way yet still eat junk occasionally atleast few times a year.
preferably be 55 kg or 56.
become more spiritual with relationships and myself in a cool and peaceful and happy way.
be peaceful, happier, laugh more, .
find my people and have unbreakable bonds that are eternallove beyond death.
be vegan forever more .
become animal rights activist and environment activist.
i will never work again but it is not impossible i will volunteer a few hours a week if i find riight place and people.
i want to move back to my x and our baby in perfect home but he wont take me back plus he wont accept me under my conditions.
he is the person i love most but we cant be together right now as such because i wanted to be vegan etc.
my new boyfriend accepts me as i am and is great lover and kind and a real cutie.
i love and respect and appreciate him and thats good enogh but i love my x more even though our sex was worse. ha ha ha ha ha
i would love to live in the country again with fruit trees and veggi patch and fire place and animals but cant afford it and my famly would be against i because im not independent enough and would need a assistant and care worker to help me .
realistically keep doing what im doing but try to start exercising again and eating a bit healthier.
get a piercing stenum inbetween nostrils.
scared it will hurt but looks so cool.
get tattoos of my favourite dogs on me.
be a vegan horse rider and be member of vegan horse rider group and stand against people saying im not a real vegan because real vegans dont ride horses.
i love it.
accept my wrinkles since i cant afford a facelift anyway.
accept my fat stomach since i cant affod tummy tuck and instead focus on inner beauty, spirituality and things that are more important.
buy a hoodie from a charity i support is my goal for the near future.
they help homeless people etc
keep being a fan of my x who is the coolest man i know and my biggest regret in life is leaving but atleast i can be a fan.
he can tell people they are not aloud to be his fans and tell them to f uck of but he lets me be his fan.
romantically i dont know what i will do.
i think i will keep meeting my boyfriend weekends for now.
i would marry my x in sa despite we didnt have much of a sex life but he doesnt want me back.
a gothic wedding would be so cool.
my dream was to have a gothic wedding with my x in sa.
its a huge loss to not get that gothic wedding with him and have our perfect family and home but i appreciate all i have now too.
the happiest i ever been was with my x in sa.
its the only place i felt at home but his friends bossed me about a bit and i was a push over.
i dont think i will marry because i love my x in sa so much i cant see myself marrying anyone else despite that our sex wasnt the best.
he is the person i love most.
finish watching netflix series with my lovely boyfriend.
have telepathy with my former stepmum and have great relationship with her and others.
i dont have many goals but i do have some unlike my boyfriend who has no goals at all.
i asked him and he said nothing.
fit into my latex pants again.
sleeep without sleeping tablets atleast most nights.
possibly travel within australia if i can afford it but i will probably never travel overseas again.
learn to not be a pushover or bossed about by people. specially when we are of different stand.
lay and sit in bed and try to be as comfortable and relaxed as possible.
grow my hair as long as it will grow.
take care of myself best i can.
probably get a full sleeve of tattoos on my arm and leg.
i dont laugh often but at least i can laugh now. i had so many years unable to laugh. ever.
i want to laugh more often.
i guess having friends helps and i dont have friends as such.
i want to get friends to have that are my type of people and they dont have to have same beliefs as me.
my x is a hunter that kills mice with glue raps and feeds poor crickets to scorpions yet he is the one i love most but we have different morals in that regard.
i would love a chat friend to chat with but you got to find someone without alterior motives who you click with and can chat for hours joyfully about nothing much.
tell my loved ones i love them or do something nice for them that makes them understand that.
really i should save some money so i have savings.
i have been spending all my money always lately and not saving but i pay my bills atleast. 
shop and love shopping cruelty free because its fun.i can shop groceries and other things.
spread my light and love in the world best i can and hopefully touch or bring a smile.
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Bide my time, enjoy each day, love those close to me, grasp everything and wring it for what it’s worth, live life to the fullest, give myself cancer through consumption, then see what a bullet tastes like.
I think instead on one person to travel the world, since most of them are from around the world everyone could walk around take some pics and post in one of the threads.
So all can travel the world. What you guys think of it ?
I am fine with above as well. That will definitely make news.
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