kakker the translator says pompous or stuck-up person I don’t know what that means the literal translation is somebody who poops. Edit: I remember now the English term is college-style.
I was the shy and gentle man who stands out for righteousness. Many guys wanted to make friends with. After college that changed I became the player and master of relationships. After work I became the workaholic and the operations mastermind. 3 years later I became schizo.
mostly the loner fat shy kid…also known in my high school as “the white dorky kid”…went to a predominately African American high school
I was the weird fat ugly girl that people used as the butt of jokes,
I’m sorry you were treated like that, it kills me to see people get treated in that way >:(
I didn’t mind, they left me alone and at the time that’s what I wanted. I was just coming out of the hospital for the first time still learning to cope with my illness. Not to mention when I started at that school it was mid-school year (we had moved cities).
I figured I would have rather been ignored and left alone than being constantly bullied and picked on. I probably could have tried to make friends but at the point in my life I wasn’t really interested in friends, I just wanted to pass high school. I was just diagnosed with Schizophrenia after my freshman year which I failed because of illness related problems (not showing up in class…or if I did show up thinking I was someone else) and knowing I’ve never been outgoing and among the popular kids I focused on school work and bringing up my GPA. Paid off in the end, I graduated within the top 20% of my class. and managed to go through the entire high school experience without getting into a fight with anyone.
I’m sure they made fun of me, but it was never to my face…except once they called me “butterface” and someone asked me when my baby was due…but those are the only two I remember and I didn’t let it bother me because I wasn’t trying to become friends with anyone.