ive had 3 acute episodes. with no “insight” but they eventually faded away.rather quickly (probably because i was on meds). but like in my daily life i have thoughts of the world about how the demon in my head is tormenting me and demons are all around us controlling people and being disguised as people [never trust anyone]. so are angels though. anyway thats just one example.
i also connect the dots between different events or thoughts and come to a conclusion. or i think my thoughts are controlling my environment and vice versa. i think my ex boyfriend can read my mind and manipulate my reality. all of this happens to me because im psychic and im very self aware,…
am i psychotic???
i dont think i am. i think im well and im las night was my last dose of antipsychotics for a week or so. wtf is wrong with me, nothing? i know what the doctors say but i dont believe it. i think everyone thinks like this. do they?
No, none of this is real and nobody well thinks like this.
Yes, if you see psychosis as a spectrum, yours is a little high.
Sorry for being so blunt. Talk to your doctor.
I don’t understand the different levels of psychosis at all but afterwards I know it was psychosis. I don’t usually know it in the moment - have you seen some of my rants on here? We have them and you are definitely having them.
Why are you going off meds? Did I read that right? Stay on meds.
@minnii i still dont believe you but thanks for being blunt. i have talked to my dr but theres really nothing to do. i dont see her till august 18th. were just trying to figure out meds but none have helped which is why i think its because im just psychic
@mjgh06 she gives me the samples of my antipsychotics and i ran out . idk when im getting more
make a call, don’t wait until the 18th.
I agree with mj, make a call.
And there are no such things as psychics, they’re all either unmedicated or frauds.
ok tomorrow when i go to group therapy ill ask if i can get seen sooner. idk what to tell her
just tell her you are having some intrusive thoughts and you are out of meds.
If you get stuck for what to tell her, just show her your post. You could just hand it to her and let her take the lead from there.
Stay strong it was running outs med choices this one still doesn’t help much plus it makes me pace I just gotta try to make…
I feel the same about no meds have worked but I aim for more functional that’s all I can hope for is more function…
@flameoftherhine I know it’s just hard. I feel like since meds dong help then nothing is wrong. I’m going to try invega next
Good luck my new meds add energy just too much so I gotta counter it with others…its a mess…just stay positive your a ■■■■■■■ superhero …or villain …
It was helpful for me to know that some of my mental experiences were not being experienced by other people. Your thinking that you can control reality with your thinking and that your boyfriend can read your mind are both delusions. You need to know that people don’t think like that unless they are ill. You may be more acutely aware and psychic at times, but it is not going to help you to relate with other people. It might have the opposite effect. You will be left alone with your thinking and unable to act or participate in life.