Were you hateful in your illness?

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I can be it. but whatever, I try not to feel guilty about it anymore. just spend 15 years with no one by your side, with those uglifying meds and the depression who makes you look terrible and then ask me again…
briefly, I have my bad moments but I dont want to feel guilty anymore, that’s all.

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I try not to be angry nowadays. I’m getting better at it, although it’s sometimes hard to control, like when my brother eats all the pie.

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yeah, me too I try not to be angry. But I was in my autistic shell for so long that it wasnt human and now I express easily myself and sometimes it comes with anger :confused:

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Hi @Anna1 wass up…i am glad to read that ur feeling happy … god bless u for ur speedy recovery. .take care bulgarian Diva … keep doing right miss… have fun…

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Thanks, dear. no, I am ultra unhappy far still… I hope lithium will work better but it gives me headaches for the moment. Plus, I remain unhappy, very unhappy, since too long…

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Yeah it’s easy to be bitter but I look at it with some positivity. I was a screw up before meds. Coudn’t function because subtle paranoia ruled all my relationships. At least getting on meds I’ve married, moved countries for a while and done some really amazing things.

Yeah it’s a tough existance sometimes and breakthroughs happen but I try to be positive all the time. I’m a glass half full kinda guy. I find it pointless to be bitter.

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I have been yes. I am an imperfect human being. On a quest to better myself.

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All those years that I was ill and non medicated, I was a roaring bi-ch. There’s no other way to put it. Now, I’m a little pussy cat by comparison.

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I didn’t mean to be hateful…I thought one of my dogs was a demon so I tied it up in the back yard with food and water…and it hated it…I smiled at him when he would bark, thinking I was safe…a week later I got institutionalized and had to give my dogs away…I hated that I did that but it wasn’t my fault…I was sick.

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