I want to quit smoking and Wellbutrin is the way to do it. Part of the reason why I want to quit is because my demons have been telling me they are going to kill me if I don’t quit smoking. It’s getting rather annoying cause they keep telling me to put out cigarettes on my arm and I feel a strong urge to do it some times I have to put out the cigarette normally to keep from doing it. The other reason is because it gives me a bad cough which is embarrassing not to mention the breathing problems that come with it.
I see my pdoc later today and I really hope he goes for it even though there is a risk of psychosis and bringing on suicidal thoughts to me it is worth the risk just to quit smoking and hopefully the Wellbutrin would have other benefits. But I know I was highly suicidal/psychotic when I started taking lexapro made it worse for about a week.
I really want off nicotine all together I’ve tried vaping and it just doesn’t satisfy the cravings anymore even smoking doesn’t really satisfy my cravings that’s why I really want to try it and if I get sent to hospital honestly I’d try and wait it out I want to quit that bad just the cravings are too bad for me to go cold turkey.
I’m quitting on July 23, that’s my 50th birthday. I’m quitting cold turkey. or I might get some small packs of gum if I can come up with some money for it.
I’ve been on 100 x 2 Wellbutrin for years. When I asked my pdoc to double that dose I started getting spooky, so I asked to be returned to my original dose. I’ve found Wellbutrin hard to come off of. I’ve heard other people say that too.
So my pdoc prescribed me Wellbutrin 150 for a week then 300 with the warning it may cause suicidal thoughts or psychosis. Also got my invega shot today.