Unfortunately. I have some damage. Yes brain damage. I told my sisters that things could only get worse not better from here and that I got a few things to do like sell off all my assets before I move out of my apartment into a place that I can live without working and driving. I just want to say sorry about being weird. Kind of crude last time I was on here. Nobody probably knows what I mean. Except for a moderator. I think it was ninja star. Idk if that’s correct. He or she locked me out. I’m kind of a corrupted guy. The cognition that I do have can only say things that are corrupted it seems. This may sound human but I’m not living like a human being. What can I say I’m 46 and schizophrenia got me good. Feels good to try but I don’t think I can thrive. So if you guys will remember me. Garbled. I’ll try to come on here and say something from time to time. But I’m giving up on life. I don’t know what’s gonna happen. I probably have to tell my doctor that I have damage. Then I lose
Nobody has to say anything. I’m sorry
Maybe some people on here feel they have damage. I have a little too much. Alot of psychotic damage. That’s pretty nasty. But the invega just solidified it. I can’t heal this
I’ll just quit yabberin.
I am in a similar place to you, but I have a job coming up, and I am not sure whether to give it one last shot.
If you really feel you’re done with it all, do you have the benefits etc to help you in your country?
Yes it’s called assured income for the sevely handicapped
It’s quiet this time of night. Be patient people will respond. Please dont’ call out other members from past events. Not cool. Be kind to other members.
You know my phone is at 1%. Oh well. Maybe next time sorry guys. My bad. Have a good night.
Sometimes its a good thing to start from square one. This time with experience. After every end comes a fresh beginning. You are kind of blind and can’t see the good things in store for you in the future.
I have damage as well… my last phase or psychosis damaged me beyond what I could muster. Sat in a psychosis for almost two years, alone, fighting it off, believing it, going too deep and almost lost everything while no-one understood it, except for my case worker. Almost committed suicide as well. But am glad it didn’t happen.
Now I have to accept the fallout from it… being damaged, not ever going to be the same. At least, not a 100%. I still have remaining voices, whispers and grinning voices when I am in pain. The damage is real, but I don’t have physical proof. I can only admit that I am not the same anymore, and hopefully people believe it.
I need rest and time, and I take it. That is all my body asks of me: rest and recuperation, no triggers, nothing. Just sleep and survive.
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