This is a great example of how my brain processes information when I’m tanking mentally.
Two nights ago the TV Show Wheel of Fortune was on. The puzzle answer was…
Award Winning Screen Writer
My brain broke that down into…
A Ward Winning Screen Writer
As in, I was the winning screen writer from the (Mental or Psyche) Ward.
My ‘delusions of reference’ thought that Wheel of Fortune was talking about me…and my ‘delusions of persecution’ made me feel i was being mocked or slighted with those play on words.
I know…I know…it really is bananas, but in the moment it is all real and exhausting for me to digest, as I do that type of thinking with most everything when psychotic.
You sure you don’t need a med adjustment? Those are the kind of things I would read into when psychotic. I no longer read into things like that on meds.