I’m wondering if I’m on the Bipolar spectrum instead of schizophrenic.
I have the ‘delusions of reference’ and ‘delusions of persecution’, and yet I’m up and down like a yo-yo. Yesterday I felt the world was crashing down all around me, and today I feel nothing.
I’m getting highs and lows each day. At any rate, thanks all for being patient with me while my mind tries to sort all of this out.
I’ve been pretty bizarre too. I’m doing better now that I slept all Sunday afternoon.
I slept for 18 hours the other day…I’m on 10mg of Olanzapine and dang it makes me tired.
It’s like one day I am right as rain, and the next I’m totally unhinged. I can’t for the life of me figure this one out.
Tomorrow I may go nuts again.
I started having problems sleeping after switching to Abilify last summer. I used to be on Olanzapine too. It was very sedating. My mood swings went away on the Abilify. I’m diagnosed SzA.
I’m on Abilify injections every 3 weeks as well, supplemented now with Olanzapine.
So far I’ve only needed one AP. Right now I’m having the occasional hallucination and some paranoia.
No problem @anon39054230 . We are all mad here 
Same here Patrick.
It really is kind of a cool forum in that respect.
You can make a giant fool out of yourself on a daily basis, and most people understand and don’t hold grudges.
I think we have all been there.
I’m just happy that I haven’t been to the psych ward since the Fall of 2008.
I’ve been committed to the Psyche Ward 5 times I believe. I went to Emergency a few days ago and was sent home with Olanzapine as I was deemed not a threat to myself or others.
The doctor did ask me if there were any guns in my house. I thought that was a strange comment…as I’ve never fired a gun in my whole life.
I 've been something around 5 or 6 times but I lost count. Everytime I’ve been to the ER I was admitted.
I think I’ve been committed 4 times and also was sent to a group home/institution once
When I was homeless I was in transitional housing with four or five other guys. Maybe some like a group home? When my disability came through, my case manager rented the apartment I currently live in.
The place I was in was for like 50 or more “clients”. https://www.rehab.com/prairie-view-management/6648003-r#reviews
It was called “Prairie View”
You could leave whenever you wanted on foot but it was out in the middle of nowhere.
The place I stayed in was in North Little Rock, close to the bus stop. But I had my car back then.
I’ve found this always a community of kindness. That is nice for strangers. Sure. Not everyone finds their peace here but that is usually due to their problems than that of others.
I always know your doing poorly when you start posting song links that don’t really make sense. I’m sure they do to you but I find that something you’ve done over the years you’ve been here.
We all have our tells. Otherwise we’d be good poker players. 
. I hope your on the improve and have a good day tomorrow.
Thanks @rogueone.
Your handle for some reason reminds me of the name of a Spaceship. I keep half expecting you to fly around the world and pick each one of us up and take us to the promised land. 