Weird existential beliefs?

Unusual Beliefs
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Whenever I tap into my psychosis, I imagine that everything that exists outside of me is just a figment of my imagination and that I am the creator of this universe. Really, I am all alone and everything is just made up to fill in a void, like I am some sort of lonely god with no real purpose. I get really scared whenever this happens. My older beliefs were more religious in nature but ever since I’ve became atheist this is what my delusions consist of. I feel like its sort of an extension of an existential crisis.

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That could have been written by me, really! Fits me perfectly.
We can’t both be the creators, can we? Or just part of something greater?

It’s been a long road, but I’m finally not triggered by these thoughts, they are transient, they don’t bother me anymore and I don’t believe in them.

You’ll reach that stage too :relaxed:

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Thank-you for that :). I feel better knowing that I’ll be able to let these thoughts pass by with time!

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I know the status quo is everyone wants Not to believe. I do the opposite and believe and contemplate the reasons why to prepare just in case it is all some form of spiritual knowledge that we are being warned or prepared for things to happen.

If we choose not to believe and it becomes reality, we won’t be prepared and look back and say I was warned. I had the visions and denied them.

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I have unusual beliefs coming out my ears, but abilify sticks them all into the background. Hopefully your meds will do the same.

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We’re all creators of this Universe… we’re all just part of the One, each having our own segmented reality till we go back home

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Now I get your belief more. When you said you had the delusion of being “God” I thought you just meant like “Jesus”, but in a more “Godly form”, but now I see, you actual have THIS common belief, and not the other. Similar to solipsism? I do believe this is a delusion, but some “normies” have this belief that they’re the creator of their own universe. I don’t think I was ever philosophical enough to believe this. Or something along those lines…

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