I think that is hard to say from behind a screen.
Do you have a nurse or therapist who talks to you regularly? Could they make a plan with you of positive goals to work on and how to achieve those?
Maybe you want to heal trauma and get emdr. Maybe you want to learn better social and emotional skills and could get a training for those.
Maybe there is a hobby that you love and want to dive into.
Maybe you want help to improve your relationship with your family.
Maybe you want to get even better at math (you were good at that, werent you?) and want to do a program for that.
Just some random ideas…