I usually stay upbeat and positive, but that is just the surface. Deep down on my heart I have a spot of sorrow and mourning for all these bad lucks I had through this mental illness. Today I got a stomach pain so that I was very uncomfortable. It is another day that I would be idle and unproductive. My goal is to publish a book within 2 or 3 years. but today I was so frustrated that I could do nothing on my reading and writing due to the stomach pain.
Life is so hard for us schizophrenic!