I was happy, and then i started hearing voices, then i saw visions, and had sexual possession by something (i believe in spirits and devil now). I say i believe in devil because i heard demoniac things and feel things on my room… like a devil watching me. I felt mind control too, like the voices told me things (u ll have a surprise outside and people gonna do that) and strange things happens on persons (for example… smiling to me too much) when i came outside.
Now i just hear voices, but because i had that possession thing and visions, i’m annoyed all the time, tired and had anxiety. I felt less intelligent now. I think my brain is not the same. I’m different person now.
Yes im in hospital but they do not believe in my story. They (psychiatrists) said is my imagination and diagnosed me psychosis. I’m taking medication but nothing helps. Im in hospital 6 years… :(.
My medic say that… but is hard… i dont have motivation on tv, on music, on sports. I think i lost pleasure in life… but i try everyday feeling positive. Thanks insidemind.
I understand. I used to think it was demons too. I used to feel kicks in my stomach rape sensations, stabbing on my chest, punching on my head and face scratching on my body etc as well as visual voices. I had exorcisms for years after being diagnosed with schizophrenia because I was raised in the occult so I believed it was more spiritual. Finally I had my son and was hallucinating while I was pregnant and had to fight CPS for him for a year and a half and got the help I needed and went back on my meds and won him back after being stable on my meds for over a year. I still hear demonic voices everyday that tell me to sell my soul but I am stable on my meds now and am on a new one. Moral of the story is it can be both spiritual and physical. Just make sure you’re on your meds and taking care of the physical.
Oh thank u for ur testimony, I have to take care physically. But i will see about spiritualism. Maybe it help to me a bit. I dunno. But u still hearing voices… that is bad :(.