I have voices that accuse me of things I’ve never done and tell me they’re investigating me. This has been going on for 12 years, so it’s obvious if someone was investigating me, they’d know I have never done any of the things my voices accuse me of.
They also talk about picking sides and a female voice will claim I’m hers and a male voice will claim I’m his. This goes on pretty much every night.
Also when I’m thinking, the thought projection delusions kick in, and I hear voices telling me to ■■■■ or they will make me pay. I’ve learned to just go with it, after 12 years no one has made me pay for my thoughts.
You aren’t alone. When I get delusional I start thinking there’s some closet psychic group that feeds off of negative vibes and they try to make me feel bad at any thought. Also, I’m very pre occupied with thoughts of heaven and hell, and while I believe hell is something you take with you and not a place you go, if I have a bad thought, the voices will clamor and whisper to me that my fate is sealed.
Hang in there, I’m learning how to cope after 12 years. It will get better. You aren’t alone with this illness.