So, I have a strange occurrence. Ever since I entered high school, and I began hearing voices…they actually increased my school performance to pure A’s. This may sound strange, but when ever I take a test, the voices scream things at me. Many of these things are recaps from random lectures (sometime it is the wrong subject and I bomb the test…) or answers. When I was in calculus, one voice would scream out formulas. This was sometimes useful and sometimes distracting when they were screaming out the wrong f**king formulas. I tend to obey their orders as well. I am often informed that I am pathetic and not worthy of them, so must prove myself.
As a result, I have tried using academics–attempting to score good marks on everything. I’ve gotten to the point where I will be harassed for days if I do not do well and nothing if I do succeed. Once after getting a B (a grade that I don’t consider bad at all), I was constantly being told to do things that would harm me. I gave in at one point and poured drain cleaner on my arm as commanded. I still have scars and recall being mocked for being stupid afterwards. I feel as if I can’t win this. I get quiet suicidal stressing over grades and everyone I meet things I am trying to get in to some good school etc when in reality I could care less and just wan the voices to accept me. Has anyone advice.
Advice, yes!
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Mine used to tell me things too and I used to write them down, I looked back at them since getting out of hospital and it’s a load of bollocks really.
They were helpful at one point telling me how to spell words and they came up with wired sentence construction rules that I had to follow.
I have to say now that’s passed and I only get them tell me the occasional wrong sum, like working out how much something is when added of multiplied together.
So this might pass over time, I guess a meds change might have helped me!