I’ve thought about that befor and what I’ve told myself is it’s kinda like a catatonic reaction like idk bout anyone else but i contort like a mother ■■■■■■ my shoulder is actually ■■■■■■ up rn because I bent it so far
I didn’t read your whole post I’m sorry @agent101g
A lot of my visuals are very life like, but if it weren’t for odd things, I wouldn’t know they were hallucinations.
For example, if the cat who was talking to me (externally), didn’t talk to me, or wasn’t about 3 ft tall, I wouldn’t have known he was a hallucination. Otherwise he was solid, and acted much like a normal house cat.
I do sometimes worry maybe some people I see, or even animals, aren’t actually there.
Certain things I see are just so impossible I know it’s fake even if it looks real. Other things I do think are real at least for a moment. For example I see my ex a lot and it like snaps my kids d for a minute and I try talking to her SNAPS MY MIND wtf is with auto correct lol
Lol we ain’t so different you and I
Oh okay thanks for answering my question, I’m sorry if it bothered anybody to ask, I was just curious how accurate the movies I’ve seen are. As far as voices go, I’ve heard voices that were indistinguishable from real voices.
Np bro we’re hear because it helps to talk about it. For me at least
I don’t think I’ve experienced this. There were times I’ve been so in my head I didn’t move for hours, but I don’t think it’s equable.
You mean contorting? @fractaled
I mean being frozen, or stuck, so deep in your mind, you don’t even consider moving, but I don’t think it would be catatonia.
I could always tell the difference between reality and my visual hallucinations.
My visuals looked like they were made of energy, and they were translucent, and I saw them with my mind, not with my eyes, but they where “out there” not inside my head. Usually heads floating around. Very strange.
I don’t have them anymore since being on meds.
Oh yeah I’m a little confused on what Catatonia really is. But I think contorting is defiantly in that category🤷♀️
So am I, and I don’t want to presume.
May I ask what meds? Jw honestly idk if I would want to give up my visuals… I’m very lonely and sad and certain things I see actually make me feel less alone and miserable
Yeah I just know it happened to me when I was locked up and my neck bent so far back I thought it was gonna break. The doctor said it was Catatonia
I’d miss my visuals and tactiles too. They’re comforting to me.
Weird ain’t it?
I could do without the dead baby’s and little girls trying to kill me but. Take what ya can get haha
I was on olanzapine at first, I am now on Lurasidone.
I also saw these visuals shoot out of peoples faces sometimes, that was disturbing sometimes if I was having a conversation with them.
It was a surreal experience but I don’t miss them.
Loll I’ll take the bad with the good. I honestly don’t mind the bad ones I see, but I don’t feel fear like others feel fear, I suspect.