Visit from my mum things went bad

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My Mum came down to visit for the weekend. It was nice to have her around and I miss her now she is gone.

We went to a country town to visit the art gallery there. Everyone in the town was laughing at me.

Then we went out for lunch the next day and the barman made a face at me.

I am certain now that the media are stealing and broadcasting my thoughts.

On Monday I saw rats all through my house, everywhere even on the walls.

I am suspicious that my partner is reporting on me to the government.

The department of agriculture are charged with gaining access to the password protecting the crystals in my brain.

This afternoon my partner will show me all his records in his filing system so I can check to see if any are about me. He helped me check the house for cameras and microphones.

I saw my psychiatrist last night and I will see him again next Friday. He said these things aren’t really happening but I don’t believe him. He could be being influenced by the media or the government.

I go up to 120mg of Latuda on Saturday and completely stop my Invega that same day. I want to spit out these tablets because they could be cameras.

Sorry it is a long post.

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It’s not real turtle. Don’t spit out the tablets, they’re not cameras. The med change will hopefully help.

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thank you @everhopeful

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Yes, swallow/take the tablets, the meds will help you turtle

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I know its hard to believe but it’s not real. I use my partner as a totem of honesty. If she tells me what I am seeing or hearing isn’t real then then I believe her she tells me the truth.

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I’m sorry , @anon84763962. It’s torture to have paranoid thoughts run wild. Feels like no solid ground. But those ideas are not true. I’m glad you have medication to restore proper thinking. Hope you quickly find a peaceful/solid place in reality. :heart:️

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I feel like I’m constantly on the run and hide.

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Some part of you knows that all of this is not real and you need the meds. Don’t spit the tablets, swallow them and eventually all of this will go away.

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Thank you everyone. I took the tablets.

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