Tomorrow am seeing my psychiatrist unsure what he is going to say about me wanting to fly
unsure what he will do
my psychologist was going to talk to him about me
my dr said that my antidepressants and anti-psychotics could be a bad mix
i see my psychologist on Thursday
my husband too scared to leave me on my own we went out today at a shopping mall my husband was with me most of the time apart from when he went to the freezer shop
i stood outside it watching people walk by the people going past influencing my mind
making me want to attack some one
came home
they influencing me to do something sinful sinful thoughts about God
Bad thoughts
it’s good that you’re seeing your psychiatrist ella. stay close to your husband. you cannot fly, remember that ok? tell your shrink everything and don’t listen to the negative influences. they are just your own thoughts ella, nothing more so don’t heed them.
thank you
i think the angels are demons pretnding to be my angels
like when the devil tested Jesus in the desert
the devil want me to go to hell he wants me dead
ill stay with my husband he keeps me safe