i see demons they want to take me to hell
i pray and pray
they are very scary
the demons have been talking to me for a while i also see angels they try to help me
am christian am not deeply religious i swear and i have piercings and tattoos
maybe that’s the reason i see them
my husband isn’t religious at all he is an atheist he says the demons and angels are part of my mental health nothing more
am on medication but i still see them
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hello ella. haven’t heard from you in a while. hope your visual hallucinations aren’t too scary. maybe talk to your psychiatrist and get your medication either adjusted or changed completely. i hope this suggestion helps you. have you tried not talking to the demons and see what that does? just because they are there, you don’t have to talk to them. try taking control of your situation and see what happens? much love. jayne
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please tell your psychiatrist about what you see and he can fix it so you don’t have to see the angels and demons anymore.
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just a thought, ella. maybe you should come on here a little more often. you will always find the support you are looking for here. there will always be somebody around to talk to. xxxx
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Ella,
Part of the problem could be stress. My symptoms are more prominent when I am under stress. Do you have any coping strategies in place for helping you relax and get your stress level down? Trying something like that could really help lower the intensity of the symptoms you are experiencing.
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Then there are those fallen angels who fell from the Heaven.
I am in your boat, girl.
But don’t worry because the demons can’t take you to hell (unless you gave them your soul) so it’s all empty threats to scare you.
Stick with the angels.
the demons want me to self injure ( sorry if not allowed )
i have already my husband is stopping me from doing anymore
I have an eating disorder the demons tell me to starve i eat very little but there are times when
i binge and they tell me to kill myself
the angels say things like dont die stay safe dont self injure
my psychiatrist know about the demons and angels they give me medication to help but some times they dont work some times they do
i go to a hearing voices groups some times and i havent been for about a month because we where visiting family and my husband bought a second hand car the bloke that sold him it was a crook and the car is ill with problems and my husband is trying to save money all the time
so things have been stressful my mental health dont help things
3 years ago i lost my step dad to suicide he was ill and we didnt see he was ill i blame myself my mum told me after he died that he heard voices i should have seen it
a year after he died i got ill and i thought he was alive when i realized that he wasnt i was so upset by it all
i think ill come here more you are all nice
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people can be very good at hiding their pain hunni. please don’t blame yourself for something that is not your fault. people are responsible for their own actions, not you. yes come here more often and get the support you need. most of us hear or have heard bad voices, some of us see things that aren’t there. you are in good company. i hear bad voices all the time. luckily i don’t see things. that must be awful for you. vent and rant all you like hunni. there will always be someone here that understands. much love, jayne.
Thank you
Tonight me and my husband are going for a drive my husband drives
we are trying to learn a root from one part of town to the other
as my husband is taking me mum to an appointment we have a sat nav but my husband wants to learn it by the 5th as thats when my mum appointment is she is a backseat driver and my husband will have to deal with her talking while he is driving
then after that we are going to the 24 hour store for some Halloween food oh and appropriately am dressing up as the devil for Halloween because my husband picked up devil horns instead of cat ears
av took tonight medication that i need my husband wants me to take a prn as he says i need it
so i guess he right
dont feel tried at all wish i could stay up late tonight
having piercings and tattoos doesn’t send one to hell…swearing isn’t good but that won’t send you to hell either. the apostle Peter cursed and swore…
Demons can try to scare you but they cannot take you to hell.
the power of Jesus overcomes demons. You have to have faith and sometimes stay at it, but the more you turn towards Jesus the less power demons will have. that doesn’t mean they won’t come and bother you, but you will be able to handle them.
Whatever you are seing you are still drawing a conclusion or making an inference that something is an angel or demon. I am guessing that you have never sat down with an angel for example and it politely introduced themselves and explained that they were some kind of ghostly being. So no i dont believe in angels or demons or heaven or hell.
I second this idea - talk to your psychiatrist.
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I’m so sorry things have been so difficult for you. You are very strong for making it through all of that.
Don’t listen to the demons. It’s empty words. Just think of it as noise. Meaningless noise.
i see hell below my feet, demons and angels ( though not often with the angel thing )…
you are not going to hell…that is rubbish.
i have tattoos’…i am not damned because of it and neither are you.
meds unless you have the right mix, won’t get rid of all the voices and visuals.
it is good to write your fears or concerns on here it helps me to get it out of my head.
there is nothing to fear in this world, we create our own fear…you are strong you can do this.
take care
me and my husband went for our drive its was bad
my husband kept swearing at cobbles and bumps on the road doing the car in
also we checked the bank no money
cant get Halloween food
my husband also has mental health problems and he is stress
makes me think that everything is my fault
I always think that
av asked my psych to change my meds but he says i have to try other things ( non meds type of thing)
I see my psych again in FEB
but unless its a crisis …
Like the time i ran off to the train station and tried to jump because of the people in my head
The people in my head made me do that i managed to get control before i jumped then i went to the crisis team and they called my husband and the police and my husband came to get me and take me home
they didn’t put in hospital i was missing for 4 hours
my husband has to keep the door locked i tried to runaway today
Am stressing my husband out he also self injure but hasnt for about a year
scared he might kill himself i ask him if he ok he says dont worry am fine
sorry dont feel good going to go to bed now
sorry if this dont make sense
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if you need help…ring an emergency number…or go to the hospital.
i am doing cbt…which is helping me heaps.
remember the voices, the things you see…you can gain control over these things.
when i was young i would create rooms in my head, first simple rooms and control them , then more complicated.
know someone cares.
take care
ella you don’t have to wait till february to see your dr. call them or get your husband to call and tell them you are in crisis NOW and can’t wait till then. your dr sounds like an idiot if he/she wont change or up your medication. maybe you should change dr’s? if your husband has his own mental health problems maybe your mum could call instead? am i remembering correctly that you are in scotland? darksith is in scotland also and could probably point you in the right direction for help.
Thank you all for replying
my mum views my mental health as attention seeking and that there nothing wrong with me
my mum once said if i have a baby id be too busy to worry about my problems
my husband and i will not be having kids as my husband got the snip ( she kinda pissed off about that )
Yes am in scotland can call the crisis team but they dont do much just tell me to take more of my medication or to make myself a cup of tea
There really crap here
i need to do something about this i see psychologist on the 12th of November for an assessment
maybe she might do something
i can also go to my gp as well i havent seen her for a long time as my husband gets the meds on repeat perception
My husband is only just coping am worried am too much for him to handle some times i think we need a support worker but he says he is fine
i worry about him a lot
Sorry to bump this
I walked out the house again i found keys to the front door walked up and down the path and back in the house my husband found out as i had my shoes on and the key in my hand
he not happy
My husband lost his grandparent both has cancer and they died a year after each other
we where at a church service for those who have lost someone he been feeling bad since wants to self injure
he not done it for a year the pressure of looking after me is getting too much for him
he’d be better off if i was dead well thats what the demons tell me