I have some crazy delusions. Not very common ones I don’t think…
The messed up thing is part of me still thinks they’re real, so I refuse to talk about them.
I don’t know what to do. I’m scared to confide in anyone- because what if these delusions are true…
I’m not feeling good tonight…. Like really not good right now…
I’m sorry @anon61987434 . Maybe if you feel you cannot confide in us, maybe you can with a therapist or pdoc?
I hid some of my delusions for a long time. It wasn’t until I expressed them to others that I got help though. People can’t help you if they don’t know anything is wrong.
I understand where you are coming from. I hope that you decide to confide in a professional though. Whether you express them here or not is your choice. But if you don’t talk it through with someone that can help, they may just fester, solidify in your mind and get worse.