Heavy sinking feeling, lacking sense of connection to anyone i think because of the meds , can’t feel love or anger, can’t cry
I can’t cry also.
tell your pdoc immediately !! call their clinic tomorrow…!! @Bowens
I don’t mean to worry anyone, i feel heavy
Ive woke hubby up to talk but he doesn’t understand
you’re just having a bad spell right now…this too shall pass my grandma told me while i was still in the ward…she came to visit me…but those words at the time soothed my worried, sz mind.
I am experiencing full emotions but also dont feel connected with others as I have. I do feel connected with myself though. I hope you at least get some love back, at least find some for yourself. I also have experienced periods of no emotions, not even with music and things. It can be from the negatives and the meds.
When im good which is hard to remember right now. Im like oh meds are great, who needs emotions anyway? But when im suicidal i can’t feel anything emotional ever and it sucks, i just don’t see the point in another 30 years of this hell
@Dude1 nope i can’t feel any love for myself either
your state of mind right now scares me…are you hallucinating some kinds of beliefs that might not be real?
I have my usual beliefs about spirits etc but no im not hallucinating. Don’t worry about me im annonnymous here i struggle sometimes but thanks for your advice
I experience this also.
I am in my early 50’s and doing better emotionally then when I was ten years ago. I still am very prone to this situation of emotionlessness. I am more used to it then experiencing normal emotions.
Im almost 45
I relate , its the main reason i struggle with suicidal thoughts often every month
Ive took a Diazapam
My husband is here
I just have to ride it out i guess but i can’t think of anything positive rn
I had problems with my mum this week thats not helping
Its like ive got nothing to look forward to apart from old age ugh and dealing with illness. I feel ive nothing to live for really. Really hard to be positive about anything and the antidepressants i try just give me undesirable side effects i can’t tolerate
Quick. Get the phone and call a psychiatric helpline.
I thought I would post these again in case you want to reach out:
If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.
International crisis hotlines:
Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:
I lived in supported housing and a women in the flat below walked up onto the duel carriageway and threw herself into the path of an articulated lorry,
She survived but suffered horrific injuries that she has to live with for the rest of her life. It’s just not worth it and I bet she regrets doing it. God bless her.
Try meaningful volunteer work. It really helped me when I felt like you
What country do you live in @anon29983254? Even the children on my estate are taking the piss out of me. I worry when I upset my mum too and have sleepless nights. I’m 43 and had a halucigenic dream when I last took diazapan…very trippy.
And me - I spent 5 years volunteering for Oxfam and worked as a tour guide with the National Trust. But I was under a mental health team at the time and had support.
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